Darkness

Chapter 35

Walking into school, Ava says she has to quickly rush off before I'm left alone and walking to my locker Solo. As I'm rounding the corner I see a tall and muscular figure step in my path and walk along side me,

And By the fresh minty and pine smell, I know who it is exactly.

"You looked beautiful that night at the club" Aiden says out of the blue,

Without wanting to get a reaction from him, I know my heart just skipped a beat, maybe even stopped for a while just by his words.

Arghh! No, no I don't want to feel like this!

I can't! It's against everything I've been taught.

Just by thinking about Aidne and who he is, my father's voice pops into my head,

"You want to be weak! Huh? Weak is for the good, the people that praise the precious lord and sing hymns all day long. You wanna be weak like that, because weak is not how I raised you darkness! I raised you to be fierce, deadly and destructive, you wanna be like them good Angels, fine! But you'll never be my daughter! You might as well consider yourself dead, because I'll never let you disgrace our name and our title!"

Snapping back to reality, I don't realise he's still next to me until I hear his voice again.

Damm...lucky that moment ended because I hate when I get them memories of my dads words.

It's like he's following me...it's weird creepy and totally annoying at the same time.

"Come on, You can't keep on ignoring me like this" Aiden sighs.

Stopping in my tracks he turns to face me.

"First of all, I don't have a reason to talk to you. And second, I don't have a reason to talk to you" I tell him as I clutch my books closer to my chest and proceed to walk away as he jogs back up to me.

"Darkness" he says trying to get my attention.

Sighing roughly Aiden grabs my arm suddenly and pulls me to a halt in the busy hall way.

Looking at him I glare as hard as I can muster although my heart is telling me other things.

I swear my heart is a trader.

"What?" I ask rather rudely as I yank my arm out of his hold.

Totally pushing aside my rude actions, Aiden looks at me with genuine emotion.

Although that's the thing....I don't which emotion.

"Just stop...stop pretending you don't feel a thing for me, and I'll pretend like I don't see you watching me when I'm not watching you"Aiden says slightly frustrated.

Ohh man! He knows that! Damm...

Raising a brow as if I don't know anything, I tone down my glare and run a hand through my hair.

"Look, your a nice person...and as much as I would love saying this" I say lowering my voice and looking away from him, "we can never be together. No kiss, no hug, no relationship, no nothing" I say looking back up into his eyes.

Ouch!...Why did that hurt...it was just some words.

Inhaling a deep breath Aiden shakes his head.

"One thing I've learnt about being close to you, is that I know when your lying...and right now, You don't mean it" Aiden whispers as he leans in closer to me and kisses my temple before retreating back and walking away out if sight.

Groaning in frustration I go to turn back to him and yell at him 'yes I do', but as I turn around he's no where to be seen.

Arghh! How can I let him do that to me! To my heart!

He can't come any closer than he already does, because if does, I don't think I'll be able to force his lips off me...the next time he steps within a metre to me again, I'm scared I'm gonna break and honestly as much as I want to, I can't.

I need to do something.

He can't think this is something I need,

Because hell! I want this so bad..

I don't need it, I want it...and that's the thing that's fucking my mind over!

With irritation and annoyance radiating my body I walk to my locker and pull out all my stuff and slam my locker closed grabbing some students attentions and walking away to english.

Meeting Ava at the front she sense my mood straight away and frowns.

"What's up your butt?" She asks me as she follows me inside,

Huffing I slump into the chair at the back if the empty classroom and cross my arms.

"Why can't he just leave me alone. I'm really hard to stay away from, so why the hell can't he get the picture and fuck off!" I say annoyed.

"Ohh, this is about Aiden" Ava says in understanding.

"I'm just tired. Sick and tired of him and his good looks and his pure aura that surrounds him! I already have to restrain myself from kissing those heavenly lips and he's making it 110% harder now! You know he kissed me! Right smack in the head" I say turning to face her and pointing at my head.

"He's a joke, seriously Ava. Why can't he just get on with his life and move on from the fantasy of me and him ever being together-"

"Because I have faith, and hope..." Someone says confidently.

Snapping my eyes up to the person that uttered those awful words, my eyes connect with his.

As his friends take a seat not bothered by our state off, he stands in front of my desk with a confident and strong glow.

Ohh not today!

Narrowing my eyes at him I watch as a smirk falls on his lips as if amused.

"Look here Aiden!" I say sternly as I point my finger at him, "I'm not a strong believer in faith and hope, so whatever your holding onto, shove it up your a-"

Slapping a hand to my mouth quickly Ava narrows her eyes at me and then apologies to Aiden as he walks away with a smirk.

Looking to Ava I punch her arm which she returns it with a glare as she rubs her arm.

"Look, I know you most probably hit your love hate point right now with him, but there's no need to rub your Christian hate in his face" Ava tells me half active as she looks for a bruise on her arm.

Weak people.

Rolling my eyes I huff and turn back in my chair,

I totally think my like for Aiden has decreased now.

"I don't know why you think I have such a huge hate for Christians and everything that's holy" I scoff jokingly as I cross my arms and look ahead at the black board as bones walks in.

"Ohh please!"' Ava breaths out looking at me, "you can not sit in the same room as me when I tell you I'm praying" Ava rolls her eyes.

As unwanted thoughts race through my head, I Turn my head and look at Ava.

"Maybe because I don't want to witness something that doesn't work" I say void of emotion.

With silence running between us Im the first to look away.

Leaving me be, Ava unpacks her books as I distract myself with my phone,

Who needs God!

He was never there those years I was getting abused, and he sure isn't now!

And he sure as hell didn't listen to my pleas of help when I was calling his name...begging for him to help me.

No....no he wasn't even there to save me.

So yeah...Who needs him. Because I sure as hell don't!

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