A Little Piece Of Heaven

Fourty Four

My life felt different, Unusual and Uncomfortable. We got to My car and was stopped by someone yelling my name
"Jamie!" We both turned and saw The guys and the Berry's walking in our direction
"Leave me alone James!"
"Wait!" They got up to us and Jimmy was almost to close to me, this time I didn't like it I hate the fact that he showed up now. It made me angry actually, I don't want to see him.
"Leave me alone! YOU STUPID CHEATING BASTURD" I started hitting him and pushing him away from me, Matt started putting space between us
"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!" He held up his arms like I am stupid
"Fuck off James" I turned around and tried to open the door to my car but his large hand slammed it shut
"Hey man she said fuck off so why don't you just leave her alone" Derek took a step between us
"She's my girlfriend!" He shouted
"No I ain't, I am done with you James Fuck you!" I opened the car door when I noticed Jason was here. I turned to him
"Go take you sorry ass somewhere else Jason you knew Jessica loved you alot! And yet you go sleeping with sluts while your away, just like this stupid fuck!" I pointed to James as he took a step back, Derek's head shot to Jason and he went running up to Jason punching his face causing him to fall to the ground, Zacky and Brian grabbed Derek as he kicked Jason
"Fuck all of you's! Don't come to my best friends funeral, you guys don't care!" I turned and got in my car, they were all shocked with their mouths hanging low, I put on my seatbelt as I waited for Derek to get into the driver side. I looked out the window and the guys were walking away, Then Jimmy looked back and saw me. His face was dark and sad, Which caused a sharp pain in my heart. I looked away as I felt tears whelming, And a lump in my throat
"Whoa" Derek spoke up
"Uh, I know. It just angered me and I went ape shit" I chuckled hiding the fact that I feel broken
"Yea, but you gave them shit"
"You sure hurt him too, that was awesome" I kinda laughed

We rode the rest of the way in silence, pulling up to the house we noticed It had a car there. We stopped at the end of the driveway and hesitated to pull in, we drove in slowly and stopped as someone came out of the drive side door. It was a man he was wearing a black coat with a patriots hat, he was on the phone.
"Son of a bitch.." Derek got out if the car, not killing the engine he just got out, I leaned over and turned the car off as Derek walked over to the guy. I sat and walked a couple seconds to see what would happen and then Derek started yelling at the dude.
I got out of the car and locked the doors, I crossed my arms as I walked slowly towards the house
"Derek, whats going on?"
"This dead beat father wants to talk to my mom and see Jessica, fuck off man You just want to see her now cause she's DEAD!" His words caught me off guard, it struck a pain in my chest. The guy who I assume is Jessica's father, Put his head down and shook it slowly.
"Look It not my fault-"
"Its not your FAULT?! You Fucking decided to go on tour instead of looking out for your family!" He opened his car door for him and started shoving the guy inside, he took a deep sigh and got inside the car pulling off. I waited at the doorstep as Derek watched the guy drive off and walked back over to me, He unlocked the door and opened it for me. I took two steps in and took off my shoes, Derek did the same. I walked down the hall and went into Jessica's room, I laid on her bed. I still can't believe this, She was gone my best friend...
I took a couple breathes as I felt tears whelming, I sat up and took off my jacket. Then walked over to her closet and took out a outfit to wear to sleep in, after changing Derek walked in as I was getting in the bed.
"Hey you okay?" I slightly nodded and he took a seat next to me, He put his hand on my lower back and kissed my forehead. This Derek is unbelievable, he was nothing I ever excepted. I weakly smiled as he got up again, I laid down and he closed the light as he walked out. I got comfortable under the covers, it felt so different, I can't believe this.

I closed my eyes as I drifted away...