STAY · Thomas Sangster x Reader

-five-

Thomas' pov

I can't help it. She's in my mind again. I never felt so happy before. She's my cure. She makes me feel healthy. She makes me forget my pain, my past, and my problems. And her eyes. Her (e/c) eyes. I see truth in them. I never liked others company before. They were fake around me. They act like they are concerned but all they really do is be fake. No one lasts a whole day with me. I saw their face. Disgust and confusion writen all around. Until she came. I never felt care like this before. Her concern. Today I found myself a bestfriend. Someday I will confess. I will tell her how I feel. But now, I want to know her better. Make a strong bond with her. For her, I'll be strong. I will survive cancer. For her. The one who stole my heart.

Your pov

After today, its more than just the smile you can't get rid off, but your crazy heartbeat. Am I crazy? For wanting you? And maybe for thinking that you want me too? I just want to know if you feel it too? I just don't want to waste your time. You went to your room and thought of something to distract yourself. You thought of writing a letter to your mom. But moments later, you found yourself writing Thomas in different fonts all over. You put everything away from you. And put your hands in your head rubbing your face. And out of nowhere, you heard his voice. 'You also have my heart' 'love' over and over again. After an hour sitting and thinking of everything you prepared for bed and went to sleep. You finally slept after a while staring in the ceiling.

Where am I? Why is it so bright? So white. Why do I hear soft voices singing? What is this place? Am I in.. No it can't be. It's. It's. I-its heaven.