STAY · Thomas Sangster x Reader

-twenty one-

After you moved, you just wanted to get every problem out of your head and start something new. Turns out the kind of cancer you have are the ones that runs in families. You didn't tell Thomas about it yet and you are not planning to. It's just, you didn't want him to worry about you.

You talked to Thomas and you both agreed on getting jobs. You applied as a radio dj and Thomas applied for acting. Luckily, an audition will be held in Malibu and the project is a hit movie.
You both planned for your future and how you're going to spend it together.

<Flashback< (in Paris about 2 years ago)
"This is very lovely Tom"
"I know."
Both of you are looking at the view of the eiffel tower from your hotel balcony. He is behind you his chin above your head and his arms hugging your waist. After a moment of silence, Thomas spoke.
"I want to live a life with you y/n. I want to marry you and have kids with you. And grandchildren and great grandchildren. I want to grow old with you."
"Me too."
"How many children do you want y/n?"
"For real.. I always wanted 16 children running around the house" you giggled at the thought.
"Wow that's alot but we'll sure try that" he chuckled. After a while he spoke again "I will always love you for the rest of my life y/n"
"Just love me for the rest of mine"

You did travel the world with Thomas and you're sure you talked about getting married and having 16 children alot, you can't even keep count.
>end of flashback>

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You went to the hospital to get a check up because you weren't feeling well the past few days. You had stomach pain every now and then. You kept it from Thomas though, you didn't want to hold him back from his work.

"Babe I'm going out for a while"
"Okay princess. Want me to come with you" you blushed at the nickname. "No babe. I'll be back before you know it" you gave him a peck and left.

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"Okay miss y/l/n you'll have to wait for the results. It might take a few days but we'll just mail it to you." The nurse told you leading you out of the room.
"Okay thank you"
You felt nervous. What if you had cancer now? What if you died early? What will Thomas do? Will I tell him?
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3 days later
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"Okay you got everything you need?" you're packing Thomas' things because he'll need to go to London for his new film. "Yes princess. Thank you." He held his arms up asking for a hug but you stood there looking at him. Without even noticing the tears falling from your eyes. He moved behind you and cuddled you for a moment. After you calmed down he kissed your neck from behind giving you chills. "I'll miss you babe" he whispered in your ear. You just shut your eyes. You never wanted this moment to end but it does when his alarm rang telling him it's time to go. On your way to the door there was an envelope on the floor near the door. Shit. Mail's here. The result. You knew because of the hospital's logo on the top right corner of the envelope. Right when you're about to hide it you heard Thomas behind you so you turned and hid the letter behind your back covering it with your shirt.
"What was that babe?"
"Nothing just a letter for dad" He suspected something but decides to let it go. You told him you wanted to go with him to the airport but he insist you stay because of your 'cramps'. After saying your final goodbyes he left and you shut the door quickly and opened the letter from the hospital.

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