STAY · Thomas Sangster x Reader

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Thomas' pov

It has been 3 months now and I got even worst that I needed bed rest. I am getting slimmer and pale. 3 months since the day I told her I love her. Nothing changed. Everytime I see her I get more attached to her. We promised each other that if I survived cancer that we will travel the world and have our own family. Well that gave me strength. I wanted to be with her. And I want to live the life I've always dreamt of. We had small fights but we always find a way back to each other again. It only made us stronger.

I thought about giving up. I felt the pain every minute and it felt like I'm dieing. And it caused anger to build up inside of me.

But she always made me think of how life will be after I'll be cured. And that was the only thing keeping me alive. But today I felt the worst pain ever. I cant even write my own name. Anger filled me and I wanted to end my misery. Be free. Go with my mom. I've seen her every night but I refused to take her hand.

I took a small nap. And my mom wasn't even there. I had flashbacks of when I was young. Having fun and freedom before our mom left us. Then got back to reality. I got up from bed. But how? I look over to the bed and I saw myself there. What the bloody hell? Then suddenly I saw light. And just then I realized this wasn't another dream. I followed it, the light was coming from my window then up above the clouds. I took a step, closer, closer, closer, until I heard a voice. It sounded familiar. It was y/n's. The voice that sounded like angels. I took a step back from the bright light in the sky, then I heard it again. Louder this time, but it was filled with sadness, she was crying. I was trying to find her then suddenly everything was just black. Pitch black.

Your pov

You just got back from the hallway talking to your mom about your brother skipping school and coming home late and it really concerns you since you're working to get him to school. When you got in you saw Thomas still out from a coma. For 3 days now. You decided to take a nap. You got yourself a chair and placed it beside his bed. Then you put your hands on top of his then laid your head on the edge of the bed.

You were awaken by a beeping sound. The similar sound you heard from a dream you had in the past. You look up the screen and it was Thomas. You got up shocked. You didn't know what to do. Then words started coming out of your mouth. "Thomas.." You whispered holding his hand and kissed his knuckles softly. "Thomas!" You cried out louder this time holding his arms on yoir jaw the way he did before when you cried. "No! Come back tommy! Tommy! Wake up. Please just please tommy. I love you tommy. Please just wake up!" You continued hugging his stomach hoping he would come back. You knew he was there. You knew he was watching you. You shut your eyes hoping this was just another nightmare.

Thomas pov

I can hear her. I can feel her hugging me. Then I realize I am in my body again. Feeling her warmth surrounding me. I tried moving but I can't. I still hear her crying. I hated it. I hurt her once more. Then I felt her move back just holding my hands. I tried opening my eyes but it was heavy. I tried moving my finger but i failed. Then all of a sudden the beeping sound stopped. Then I felt her let go of my hand. Then held it once more. "Oh tommy! Don't leave me ever again. I love you. I knew you wouldn't give up. You're strong tom. Just, please, wake up now. So i could see your beautiful brown eyes again." I heard her and felt a tear drop between my fingers. I tried moving my finger again. With all the energy I have, I did it. And hopefully she saw it. And she did. "Tommy I love you. Don't scare me like that again love." She said. I love you too.