STAY · Thomas Sangster x Reader

-Twenty five-

Warning: Swearing ahead...

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>>> I got this from horns but I changed it a little but still its from horns😂<<<

The day after tomorrow

When you got to the venue you sat in your car for a while and thought am i really going to do this? Nothing is going to change your mind but you feel sorry. You feel selfish at what you're going to do. But still. Here it goes.

>Fast forward><Thomas is in bold and you're italicized>
Hey
Hey
Oh whats-
Is something wrong?
Hey, y/n is everything alright?
Look Tom I really don't know how to say this but I'm just gonna go ahead and say it.
You took a heavy breath before saying it. He held your hand and told you to go on.
I'm moving to (insert country)
Are you kidding? That's great
You gave him a broken look.
I mean I can get a leave from my job. And its great there t-
That's not what I'm talking about.
You said trying to hold back the tears
Then what baby? What do you mean?
I think we need to stop seeing each other.
Then right on cue the waitress came to take your order. "Hey lovebirds.. Ready to take your order?"
I don't think we have decided yet.
"Oh okay" she replied then she went to another table to handle the other customers.
Y/n I don't understand
Thomas' eyes were already watering
i mean everything was going great.
It's just we haven't had the chance to be apart
And I never had the chance to think about what i really want in life since we've-
Well, okay, but I know what I want. I want the life we've been dreaming about since we were together.
But that's the problem. We've been dreaming about that since then And we grew up more now. We need to start being practical.
I don't know what you mean by that.
He started crying still holding your hand tighter.
I don't want to ever be the reason for any of your regrets, Tom.
But how many times have we talked about getting married? I mean, how many times have we talked about what we're going to name our kids?
I'm not even sure if I want to have kids!
What! Well, you sounded pretty into it the last 8,000 times we talked about it!
He started to get angry.
How many girls have you been with?
You asked trying to stay strong and calm. You hated seeing Thomas broken and to add you made him broken.
You know the answer to that.
Just me.
Yeah.
No one does that, Tom. No one on the whole
planet does that. You need to see other people so you can figure out if I am the one that you want to be with.
But I don't want to see other people.
You can't take it already, you also started to sob. As much as you want to hug him right now, you can't. He then let go of your hand.
Is that what you want?
Are you in love with somebody else?
And how far has it gone?
You did not answer..
Answer me!
He punched the table causing some of the water he had to spill. You stayed silent, not wanting to get other's attention.
How far has it gone?
Have you fucked him already?
Please, Tom.
No! Tell me! Tell me everything that happened. I need to know. Have you fucked him already?
Why are you asking me this?
He's breaking your heart but you can't blame him.
Because I want to know! I want to know everything. It's gonna make it easier for me to hate you!
He stood up shouting the words.for me to hate you louder.
You deserve better.
You also stood up.
Finally, something we agree on.
You stayed silent then He started walking, leaving you but you grabbed his wrist. He turned around and gave you a glare
I'm not in love with you anymore.
Those were the seven words that completely broke your heart. It felt like those words cut through your heart so easy and left it broken. But that's what you want after all, you wanted him to hate you.
Come on, please.
We're not done talking about this.
Please, Tommy. Please.
Then he started to leave.