I See You. (Camren)

Chapter Fifteen

Camila.

For the past week Lauren has been picking me up, every evening to take me to med school, and then picking me up to take me home, just so that we could see each other every night, even if it was only for twenty minutes each night, we have been getting closer and closer, both of us spilling all of our secrets out to each other, we may not know everything, and we probably never will, you could be married to someone for ten years, and they could still have something that they have never told you, not because they were keeping it a secret, they just didn't think to tell you, or simply forgot until it is revealed in a certain moment, I think that's a good thing though, because if you tell each other everything at once, there is never any mystery.

I smile as I exit the building and see Lauren leaning against her car like she has been for the past week, it is finally Friday, which means I get to spend all day with Lauren tomorrow.

I walk straight into her open arms, wrapping my arms around her neck and kissing her softly, her hands go down to my ass, squeezing it softly, I squeal into her mouth and giggle pulling away from her, she just grins back at me.

"Getting brave I see" I smirk.

"I've been dying to do it, it just looks so... Mmm" Lauren shakes her head and bites her lip, not being able to come up with a word, I feel my cheeks heat up under her gaze.

"Shut up" I mumble and she grins kissing my nose softly.

"So I have a question" Lauren asks holding me tighter against her body.

"I'm listening" I smile.

"Well we're going to be leaving early in the morning, so I was wondering if it'd be okay for me to crash at yours? I'd sleep on the couch of course, I just figured it would be easier" I watch as Lauren chews on the inside of her cheek, clearly nervous about my answer.

"Of course you can baby, but you won't be sleeping on the couch" I smile kissing her softly.

"But Harmony" Lauren objects.

"Harmony will probably join us in the morning" I chuckle.

"She loves me" Lauren smiles.

"She does, so please don't break her heart" I whisper.

I can handle my heart being broken, but I couldn't handle Harmony's being broken.

Lauren's facial expression changes to something a lot softer, her eyes change, her mouth forms a smaller smile, she almost looks like a scared child, her hands comes up to caress my cheek, and she places her forehead against my own.

"Breaking her heart is the last thing that I would ever want to do, I know we have only just started out, and only really getting to know each other, and things aren't official between us, but I'll make this promise to you now, that even if things don't work out between the two of us, I will still make it my mission to be a part of that little girls life, because if I ever break her heart, I would never be able to forgive myself"

"You're too good to be true" I whisper bringing my hands round from her neck to rest against both of her cheeks.

"No I'm not" She shakes her head softly.

"You are, you're not even her mother, you are in no way related to my little girl and yet you treat her as if she is your own already" I whisper.

"I like to think of her as my little girl" The second those words leave her mouth, my heart just goes into overload, and I get this sudden feeling I can't describe rushing through me, I pull her face closer to my own, locking our lips together, my teeth clamping over her bottom lip, biting it softly, she gasps into my mouth, her hands gripping tighter to my hips, as my hands stay steady on her face, holding her as close to me as possible, needing to feel her, needing to put this burst of energy into her, she makes me feel... Alive.