Bucky Barnes X Reader One-shots

Kisses

Based off the prompt  15) "Kiss me again. And again, and don't stop, don't ever stop."  

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"Section C clear." you huff, dropping another dead HYDRA agent to the ground, you felt no sympathy for them after all they had done to everyone you cared about.

"Section A clear" Steve crackled into your earpiece. It all depended on Bucky now. You waited patiently for his voice to enter your ear whilst you scanned the area and began hacking into HYDRA's mainframe. 

"Bucky?" Steve whimpered, the blood on your hands transferred onto the control board, but you paid little attention. Bucky never took this long to respond. 

"I'm going to look for Bucky, stick to the plan!" that was an order. You brushed a strand of (h/c) hair out of your face, in the process smearing a streak of blood across your face like war-paint, you could barely focus on your mission. What if something happened to Bucky? What if you never got to see him again? What if-

"Hurry your ass up twinkle-toes, open the damn gate!" of course, Sam was so impatient. You hurriedly typed in the code and a satisfying buzz sounded around you, causing all the doors around you to slide open. 

"About time!" ungrateful little-

"Bucky?!?" Steve practically screamed, you were going to reply but gunshots sounded around you, causing you to duck behind a desk instead. You were quick to realise that you weren't in danger, Steve was. Steve was under attack. 

"Frozone I'm coming!" Sam yelled "Backup's on its way!" even in this situation you remained professional, even though you felt like a confused child. Leaping over the piles of dead bodies you glanced at your wrist which showed a map of the vicinity (thanks Tony) and to your joy Steve was only a couple of stories away, and Sam was approaching fast. 

Your legs carried you up the flights of stairs, your lungs heaving and your mind racing. A HYDRA agent jumps at you, causing you to lose your balance on the stairs but this just enabled you to throw him down the stairwell and with a satisfying splat, he wasn't a threat anymore.

"I don't think I can feel a pulse..." "There must- come on Buck! Please!" the voices in your earpiece transition into your friends. Steve and Sam looked like they had been through hell and Bucky- 

Why was Bucky lying down? 

"S-t-Steve? What's-" you slowly walk over to him, praying that he is ok. 

"Bucky- Bucky is dead (y/n) and I let him. I was careless and let him die AGAIN. NOT ONCE, BUT TWICE I HAVE WATCHED MY BEST FRIEND DIE..." Steve held Bucky in his arms, still protective of him, even now. 

"I've failed him (y/n) and now all I can do his bring his dead body back to SHIELD for a proper burial.  Cover for me." ugly sobs erupted from his and your mouth. You never had the chance-

"Agent down widow, agent down." Sam spoke to Nat who was flying the jet above the compound. The world around you began to blurr and fade, detaching you from reality.

You never had the chance to tell Bucky how you felt about him.

And you never will.

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Bucky was your anchor.

Now that he was gone you were sailing on a sea of madness and despair.