I walked into my bedroom
"Goodnight mates" I sighed walking into my room "it's like 10 in the evening what ya doing" Anna said "tired" I said closing the doors
Matty was going to Gemma's house
And Anna was watching tv.
I sat in my room.
I sighed and lay my head on my pillow
I grabbed my phone and looked at my messages
Nothing.
I groaned "what's wrong?" Anna said walking into my room I shook my head "eh somethings definitely up tell me" she groaned "Van didn't text me or call me" I whispered "and I know that sounds weird cause he called me yesterday but i feel so damn lost-" I said but Anna got me off by hugging me "I'm sorry" I whispered "ssst" she whispered hugging me.
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The past weeks have been like usual
Van didn't call or text me, even when I called him he didn't respond
I didn't know what was up
I was confused
Anna and me worked at the record shop again, matty was back with Gemma, well kinda and Anna and Zachary were still together
I was happy for them
Matty was happy, Anna was happy
That's what I wanted to see
But I was the one who was depressed 24/7
I'm working currently
"Lilly" Anna said "yeah?" I said
"You know what day it is?" She asked me I shook my head "van is in Liverpool" she whispered I swallowed
I forgot
Cause we didn't speak anymore
"I know" I whispered lying
"No you don't, you haven't spoken to him in more then 3 weeks" she said
I sighed and looked at her.
"I don't know what to do" I whispered
"Call him" she said
"He doesn't pick up" I said
It was around 6 in the afternoon and me and Anna were free to go home from work
"We are going out tonight alright?" She said i looked at her "yeah mate that's alright" I said
We walked home and unlocked the door
I sighed and sat down
We eat some food and got ready
It was around 8 as I called
I called matty and put it on speaker
"Hello" I said "hey love how are ya?" He asked "Van is in town" I whispered
"Yeah I remember, you told me, aren't you excited" he said I frowned as I looked into the mirror "I haven't spoken to him in more then 3 weeks" I whispered "shit sorry Lilly" he said I shook my head "mate it's no problem I gotta go Anna wants to go out tonight bye love u" i said "love ya" he said hanging up
I sighed and waited for Anna.
Around 9 o'clock
We stepped Into a taxi
"Where are we going? I asked looking out of the window
"It's a surprise" she giggeld
"Oh lord" I chuckled
We arrived at a venue
At 10 o'clock as we stepped out
This better not be the venue where Van was playing I looked at Anna
"This isn't the venue where a band called catfish and the bottlemen are playing right?" I said she shook her head
We walked in and got backstage
"Why are we going back-" I asked but Anna got my words off by pulling a door open revealing Van, bondy, Bob Benji and Larry, I swallowed as I saw Van
Van.
Van.
Van was infront of me.
"Fuck you" I said to Anna and walked back "Lilly wait!" Van said as he walked behind me
I didn't respond
He catch up with me and stood infront of me "Lilly" he breathed I didn't look at him, "Are you mad at me cause I didn't call?" He asked "well yeah maybe cause I missed you like crazy but you obviously didn't care as much as I did did you" I whispered looking at the ground
"Didn't care as muc- Lilly did you hear what you just said? Are you mental! Ofcourse I missed you but my phone was fucked" he said "oh so other people around you don't have phones?" I said shaking my head
He tilled my chin up and made me look at him
"Lilly I'm sorry" he whispered
I melted but pushed his finger away
"I missed you so damn much but you coudn't even ask your best mate to call me and that hurts me so bad" I whispered cracking my voice while tears Formed into my eyes
He sighed "Lilly please forgive me, I didn't think of it, I missed you like crazy aswell believe me you can ask Larry or Benij or-" he started but I hugged him
I sighed
"I missed you" I whispered
"I missed you too" he said with a sigh
We broke away and Van leaned in
And kissed me...
I missed him lips
And his smell
"I love you" I said as we broke away
"I love you" he whispered
We walked back and saw Anna sitting on her own "she's got a boyfriend mate sorry" I said to Benij who was looking sad at Anna
Van chuckled and looked at me
"Sorry Anna" I whispered she shook her head "it's fine i would do the same" she said with a smile
"Lilly mate, we all missed you so much" Larry said waking up to me slowly "I missed you guys even more" I teased hugging Larry
Benji walked towards me and smiled "we missed you, it was hell for Van" he whispered hugging me
Bob smiled at me and hugged me
Bondy was peeing somewhere
I looked at Van and kissed him
He smiled and we broke away
"Wait!!" I yelled "what!" Larry said shocked looking at me "let's have a sleep over/ party at my apartment!" I yelled they looked at each other and nodded "yes mate!" Bondy exclaimed when he walked into the room I smiled
"Let's do that" Van said "yeah" Anna nodded "you still scared me" Larry whispered
We all laughed and walked out of the room
The boys were laughing, Anna was talking with Benji and me and Van walked behind them
"I missed you" I whispered
He looked at me "I missed you too" he whispered
I smiled at him
We sat down in My apartment
I sighed and closed the door
"Let's have a drink yeah?" Anna smiled
Everyone cheered
I sat down on van's lap and smiled at him
I kissed his lips softly , he kissed back
"I missed this aswell" he whispered when he pulled away
"So did I" I smirked
everyone was drunk
I looked at Van "let's go outside for a bit" he said I nodded
I stood up and walked out of the door
We stood infront of the building lighting our cigarettes
I stood infront of him smiling up at him
"Kiss me" I whispered
He smirked and kissed my lips
We did that for a while until we needed to take a breath
I looked at him
"I don't want you to leave again" I whispered
"Me either" he sighed
I crawled into his chest and sighed
"Please promise me we'll get trough this" I whispered he nodded and kissed my cheek "I promise" he said brushing trough my hair with his hands lightly
I closed my eyes and hugged him
Kissing his cheek softly
"I want you to stay" I whispered
"I want you to go with me" he said
I looked up at him
"I can't I have my job and-" I started but he cut me off
•Van's pov•
"It doesn't matter I'll pay for it all" I whispered looking at her
She had gorgeous eyes, I could get lost in them.
"No no no matty please that's too much" she whispered grabbing my hand
I shook my head "nothing's too much if you need something, Lilly I love you please" I whispered
I really want her too come
I really did.
"And Anna? Matty?" She sighed I looked away "Van I just can't" she said
I punched the glass door and looked at her "yes you can!" I yelled she looked taken back
"You and your perfect life obviously doesn't fit for my fucked up one" she whispered walking into the building
"Lilly come back" i said
She waited for the lift
I walked in and stood next to her
"I'm sorry I didn't mean-" I started but she cut me off
"Your always apologizing, I get sick of it" she said shaking her head
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