Van was asleep and I coudn't help but thought about matty,
I felt bad
I sighed and got out of bed
I grabbed my phone and looked at my messages
From matty
I'm sorry
From matty
It's my fault
From matty
I'm so fucking stupid
From matty
I'm only fucking looking out of you...
I sighed and called him, after a few moments he picked up "hello?" He said
"Matty" I whispered "Lilly I'm sorry it didn't mean to yell like that you don't deserve that it's none of my business I'm sorry" he whispered I closed my eyes "I miss you" I whispered a tear falling down my cheek "me too" he whispered
"Where's Anna?" He asked
"She's asleep, she's gone all the time" I whispered he sighed "I can't come tomorrow, but I'll be there the day after, I need to make it up to you" he whispered I shook my head "it's okay matty it's okay" I said
"Goodnight love" he whispered
"Goodnight matty" I whispered
I woke up "she's hopefully okay" Van said
I opened my eyes
He wasn't there
I grabbed my shirt and walked into the living room seeing Anna and Van talking
"Hey babe" Anna said I smiled lightly at her "I have a question" she whispered as I walked towards Van kissing his cheek
"Yeah?" I said "there's this party tonight, do you two wanna come, it's a house party" she said I looked at Van "only if you want too" he said I nodded "alright class" Van said "we're going" I said grabbing some food "class" Anna said
Anna disappeared into her room
"Love" Van whispered as he kissed my neck "yeah" I whispered smiling lightly
"How are you after yesterday" he whispered facing me
"I called matty" I whispered
He looked at me frowning
"When?" He said
"This night" I whispered
He nodded "and?" He asked
"He said sorry and stuff he wanted to meet up tomorrow" I said he looked at me "do ya want to?" He asked
I nodded "matty means a lot to me" I whispered "I get that" he said kissing my cheek
I got dressed and so did Van
I did my make up and looked into the mirror
"You look gorgeous" he whispered
I smiled
"Thank you" I whispered
We walked out of the apartment and looked at Anna "ready?" I asked she nodded
We called s taxi and waited
Van lighted a cigarette
I kissed his cheek
"Your hot" I whispered
He smiled
"Don't sell me that stuff" he chuckled
"I want to fuck you" I whispered
He inhale his ciggy and looked at me with one eye, looking down on me
Bit his lips
Anna groaned "shut up you" Anna said elbowing me in the ribs
"Ouch" I giggeld
We arrived at this house Anna stepped out of the taxi
"Come one" she said walking towards the door
I sighed and got our grabbing van's hand
We walked in and saw a bunch of people
I looked at Van
"Stay with me yeah?" I said he nodded
"Ofcourse" he whispered in my ear
I smiled and walked over to the alcohol
Van looked at me with a smirk
"Let's get wasted" I cheered
An hour later is was absolutely smashed
Van wanted to go home
He was pretty fucked as well
"Let's go then" I said laughing
"Anna!! Anna!!" I yelled looking for her
We didn't find her
We walked out of the door,
"Let the streetlights Carry us home" he said
I smiled at him as we walked
"I miss you" he said I looked at him
"I'm right here mate" I slurred laughing
"No I miss you close" he whispered
I frowned
"Your body your soul, I want every inch of you" he said
"Why do you only tell stuff like this when your drunk" I whispered
"Cause I have a reason, drunk people always tell the truth" he said with a grin
I sighed
We arrived at my apartment, thank fuck for that,
He kissed my lips softly
"I want you" he whispered
"Now?" I asked
"Now" he answered
He started kissing my neck and smiled as I undid his blouse
"Your so sexy" I sighed
"Oh really?" He said I nodded
I kissed his neck and sat on his lap
"I want you" he whispered
"I want you" I said
He undressed me & himself
And looked at me
"I love you"
I woke up by Van playing guitar
I sighed and stood up
"Hello beautiful, we have plans tonight" he said standing up "oh is that so" I whispered dressing myself up
He nodded
"I have something special for you planned, since your special for me, and this is the last night I'll be spending here" he whispered I nodded
"I'm gonna miss you" I whispered in a sad tone
He nodded
"Me too" he said
We got ready
I heard the doorbell ring
I opened the door and saw matty
I give him a sad smile and hugged him
"Come in" is said seeing Anna was awake too
"Goodmorning Anna" matty said
"Hello mate" matty said to Van
Van stood up and shook his hand
"I have something to tell you guys" matty said
I looked at him sitting down next to Van
"I'm sorry about what I said to you both, i was mad, I didn't mean what I said to you Van, and for Lilly, I was just worried about you and I was scared you get hurt again by a guy, I didn't was there when you got hurt and when you needed me the most,you said you was fine but I knew you weren't, so I'm just a bit more overprotective when it comes to you right now" he said I nodded "no worries mate, I get you I would react the same as ya" Van said giving him a smile matty nodded "thanks mate, just, be careful with her alright?" He said Van nodded
I smiled at Van and kissed his cheek
I then rushed over to matty and hugged him "I love you" I said "I love you more" he whispered
I sat down and we talked and talked, Anna joined us seconds afterlife serious talk, everyone was happy, I thought
It soon became evening and dressed up
Van looked good I must say
"Lilly?" He called "yeah?" I asked walking towards him
"Can you go to the bar right now? The one across the street?" He asked me I frowned but nodded "yeah I'll be there, see you in a bit?" I said he nodded
I kissed his lips and walked out of the apartment
I run across the street and walked in
"Hey Lilly!!" The bar man Jonny said
I knew him for a long time
"Hey Jonny how are ya?" I exclaimed "good good how are you?" He asked me "I'm fine thank you" I nodded
20 minutes later, Van walked in
With, red roses and a big smile across his face
My eyes gone wide and smiled
"Lilly," he started walking up to me
No one looked at us, everyone was to busy with their own business
"I'm ready to face it, I'm in love with you, since the first time I talked with you, I've been trough a lot with you and I rather argue with you always then have another girl, I want you, I love you, and I want you to be mine, Lilly, will you be mine?" He asked me handing me the roses I nodded
I nodded and nodded and kissed him
Jonny laughed "Lilly man you've got yourself a man!" He yelled I smiled and looked at Van "I love you" I whispered "I love you" he said
I kissed him and kissed him
We got drunk and walked home
I looked at Anna
"Why are ya two so happy?" She asked smiling "she's mine" Van said "no way- fuck- omg-" she struggeld to say I laughed "you guys are drunk get some sleep" she giggeld
Van carried me to my bed and plopped me down on it
The I realized something
1. He would be gone all the time
2. He had trouble keeping girls
3. Matty said he would break my heart
4. Wasn't things moving too easy
5. Was he drunk when he asked me?
6. Was I being realistic
I sighed
"Goodnight love" Van said
"Goodnight" I whispered
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Hey guys how are y'all!
Hope you enjoyed this chapter
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