I woke up this morning.
I stood up and looked outside.
The streets were empty as usual in the morning.
I got dressed and walked into the living room seeing Anna and Zachary were eating.
They looked at me "good morning lill" Anna whispered I smiled lightly at her
I closed my eyes and sat on the couch
I wished yesterday was just a dream or a bad nightmare.
But it was real.
I opened my eyes and looked outside.
I heard Anna standing up and walking towards me.
She sat next to me and sighed
"I don't wanna continue" I whispered
"Continue what?" She asked
"Living" I whispered
She sighed and hugged me
I closed my eyes
"I don't want to do this anymore anna, I can't" I whispered
Anna and i opened the record shop and walked in.
"Are you staying till the end?" She asked "don't know" I whispered
We started working, then two girls walked in, one with blonde hair and one with red.
"hello can I help you?" I asked with a forced smile
They looked at me "oh no thank you for asking" the one with blonde hair said
I nodded and sat down
"How are you feelin?" Anna asked walking towards me I looked at her
"The same actually" I whispered she nodded
The two girl walked towards us "hi how much is this?" The blonde one asked holding a cd up from panic at the disco "it's £5" I said standing up
She nodded "I'm trying to find a cd, but I can't find it" the red one asked "which one love?" I asked "from catfish and the bottlemen, they are gettin' big over here, love them" she smiled I swallowed "I'll look for it one sec" I whispered, Anna looked at me
I shook my head and walked towards the cd's.
I couldn't find it.
I walked back and shook my head "sorry love, I can't find it" I spoke
She nodded "you should check them out they make really good music" the blonde one asked
"Will do" I smiled
My mind was blank, only if she knew
"You went to a concert of them?" Anna asked they nodded "Van was really sweet, he's fit tho" the red one giggeld
"Bob is my favorite to be honest with ya" the bondy one smiled
I looked at Anna, "I'm going to make some coffee" I whispered walking towards the relax room
I sat down and closed my eyes
I missed Van already
Minutes later I walked back seeing that the girls were gone
"Ya okay?" Anna asked I shook my head "you should go home" she whispered "no no-" I started but she cut me off "get some rest Lilly" she said
I sighed and nodded "your right, I'll cook tonight, see ya home yeah?" I whispered she nodded with a small smile
"Be careful you" Anna said
I walked home,
I walked into my apartment and saw Zachary sitting in the living room.
"Hello Lilly" he spoke
"Hi zack" I said
I sat down next to him and sighed
"Anna still at work?" He asked I nodded
"She send me home saying I need to get some rest but I just can't" I whispered
"You really love him don't you" he said
"I can't imagine a life without him" I whispered
He sighed "I wish I could help but I can't" he sighed "I know Zachary it's okay, it's fine" I whispered
He nodded
"You two will be togethe-" he started but I cut him off "not this time" I sighed standing up
I walked into my bedroom
I grabbed my pack of cigarettes and walked towards my balcony
I sat down,
I looked at the view.
I missed van sitting next to me smoking his fags.
When i finished my ciggy I walked back into my bedroom and lay down
I looked at my phone
No messages.
I closed my eyes and sighed.
This was never gonna stop.
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Hey guys, short chapter I know I know.
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