We arrived in New York.
"I love you" I whispered
"I love you too" Van whispered
"We got 20 minutes to arrive at the tourbus" Benji said
Van lighted a cigarette and called 2 taxis
One for him me and Benji
And one for Bob, bondy and Larry.
We waited and our taxi came
We said goodbye to the lads and got in
"I'm happy you go on this journey with us" Benji said with a smile
I nodded "me too" I spoke softly Grabbing van's hand.
Van kissed my cheek and hold me close
We arrived at the tourbus seeing the band's crew standing there.
"Hello lads" Van cheered walking towards them they all hugged each other then looked at me "got the girl with ya?" A man said he nodded "yes mate, this is Lilly, Lilly this is mike" he said nodding "ello mike" i said shaking his hand "hello love welcome on tour" he said with a smile
I got introduced to the other members of the crew and walked into the tourbus
10 minutes later the other boys arrived
"I'm the only girl here am I" i chuckled Van nodded "luckily" he said with a smile
I kissed his lips softly
He kissed back and walked us to the lounge room and locked the door
"Right now?" I chuckled "it's been a while hasn't it" he whispered kissing my neck I closed my eyes and smiled
"I missed this" I whispered "me too" Van whispered in my ear
I unbuttoned his belt and unzipped his pants he looked at me
He then grabbed my shirt and trow it off, he put my pants off and looked at me pulling his hair back "Christ" he sighed
He came close and kissed my neck again laying me on small leather couch
I moaned softly feeing him breathing heavily
He put off my bra and underwear and looked at me "shit" he breathed
Just then the work started...
We walked back and sat down
Seeing all the boys smirking "what's so funny?" Van said lighting a cigarette
"Next time, not so loud" bondy whispered I chuckled and so did Van
"Sorry mate" he said
We all laughed and smoked some fags
"How late do you have to be at the venue?" I asked me "ehm, 5 o'clock we are going to order some pizza first" Van said looking at me I nodded "your amazing by the way" i smiled "so were you" he whispered in my ear
I giggeld I grabbed his phone and starting to make tons of photos of me and him "Van look in the camera" I giggeld "I don't like photos" he whispered lighting another cigarette
I kissed his cheek and made a photo
He looked into the camera and I laughed and quickly made a phone "yes!" I cheered "alright make one" he said
He kissed my lips and I made a photo
I put his phone back and sat on his lap
I lighted a cigarette and looked at Van
"I love you so much Christ" he whispered I smiled
"One minute" Mike said
Van jumped up and down for s minute then it was time
"It's time!" Mike yelled
They walked on stage
"We are catfish and the bottlemen thank you for coming!" Van yelled
After the show they all walked backstage cheering laughing yelling "you guys are so good!" I said walking towards Van
He smiled at me and thanked me
We got drunk soon after and walked back to the tourbus
"Hey you" Van whispered as we sat down in the lounge room "hey Van" I whispered "I love your lips" he whispered "why is that?" I asked with a smile "they are so soft, and nice and stuff" he said touching my lips
I laughed "I love yours too" I whispered
"You do?" He asked I nodded
"Kiss me" he whispered
I put my hand on his cheek and kissed him "I love you" he whispered into the kiss
"Oi mates!" Larry yelled waking in
Van groaned and pulled away
"Who's up for Fifa?" He asked
"Your the worst Fifa player you know that" Van said he looked at Van
"You asshole" he whispered
"Sorry mate" Van whispered
We all laughed and sat together
I was getting and all the guys we're asleep in the bunks
I lay myself down on the small leather couch and Van later joined me
"I miss home" I whispered "you do?" He asked "maybe it's cause I'm drunk" I whispered he nodded and kissed my forehead "your my home, everywhere were we are together it doesn't matter where, I feel home when I'm with you" he whispered I smiled but my smile soon disappeared "Van, how long haven't you seen your parents?" I asked softly "months" he whispered "how long?" I whispered "11 months to be exact" he whispered I hugged him
"I love you Van" I whispered
"I love you too Lilly" he whispered
I woke up feeling like hell
I turned around and saw Van strumming his guitar
"Morning" I whispered
"Morning love" he said
"How did ya sleep?" He asked
"Good thanks and you?" I asked
"Not very good, I kept waking up" he said
"Let's smoke a ciggy outside yeah?" I asked he nodded
We walked out of the tourbus after saying hi to the lads.
I lighted my cigarette and lighted his.
I looked at the ground "Lilly what's wrong?" He asked me "I forgot to call em" i whispered "call who?" He said
"Anna and matty" I sighed he looked at me "shit" he whispered
"You could call them now" he said I nodded "I'll do that" i said with a smile
"Do you want to look around today?" He asked "yeah why not" I smiled
"I have some interviews though, if we are going in a hour we have like 4 hours is that okay?" He asked me "more then enough" I whispered kissing his cheek
I walked into the tourbus and grabbed my phone
"Ssst Lilly is going to call someone" Benji said I thanked him with a laugh
"Hello?" Anna said "hey" I whispered
"Lilly" she said "how are you mate?" I asked her "I'm going great over here man, everything is normal work is good so yeah, what about you" she said
I got tears into my eyes
She was perfectly fine without me
She didn't even miss me and she knew I was going to be away for 7 months
Benji, bondy and Larry looked at me
"Im doing great! I have the best time here coudn't wish for better really" I lied "that's good I'll call you soon yeah?" She whispered "yeah alright bye" I whispered
"Lilly are ya ok-" Larry started but I run towards the lounge room with tears in my eyes
I quickly called matty
"Eh Lilly" he said happy "matty, I miss you" I whispered "it's been like 2 or 3 days-" he started but I cut him off "I mean I miss home, Anna doesn't even care about that fact that I'll be gone for 7 months and I miss cuddling with her in a bed and" I cut myself off my sighing
"I get you I get it, but I promise you'll be fine, one month in and you'll feel great, touring is good I promise, we can FaceTime anytime and Anna will miss you I promise, and I can visit you one time with your closer to home I promise" he said I sighed "thank you matty" I sighed "no problem love you'll be fine" he said
The call soon ended and I heard the lads talking
I coudn't help but listen
"She misses home mate" Larry said
"I know I know what must I do?" Van asked "I don't know mate? Like, shit I don't know" Larry sighed "I'll talk to her yeah?" Van said "that's good" Larry said
I didn't want to go home
But I didn't like it here either
I just wanted Van to come home with me and stay there
But I know that can't work out
I knew that,
And I wanted to be with him so this was the only option
I'm staying.
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