A Life Worth Living

chapter 35

He finally looked at me.

"No, I'm your boyfriend."

"You said were. Why'd you say were?"

"I wasn't thinking ok, I just broke a little bit," he hugged me. I pushed him off me. "What are
you doing?"

"I'm breaking... I thought you saw him grab me. You know I wouldn't kiss him because I love you. If you're questioning my trust, why should I bother?" After saying that it was like deja vu. "You know I said that twice. That means you questioned my trust twice...I'm sorry that I was forced into a kiss by a boy bigger and stronger than me."

"I'm sorry Dal."
I pushed him out of my way and tried walking, but Hayes stopped me.
"Listen to me. I'm a stupid boy ok? I over reacted, but if you saw me kissing Dyllon you'd get a little hurt too."

"No I wouldn't because I know you would never kiss her. Honestly I need to be alone."

"No, because you will do something stupid, I know you. You might cut yourself again, and I don't want you to do that, please don-­" I kissed him. I couldn't help it. I stopped. I started to cry.

"I wanna go home. I need to cuddle you and be a bum. I can't take fighting or drama anymore. I can't do it anymore Hayes." He picked me up and carried me to his house. We went through the window because why not? I put on sweats and Hayes shirt. We were laying under the blankets watching MTV. "Babe, we should take a nap." I rolled over and looked at him. "Please, you get to cuddle me." I batted my eyelashes and Hayes pulled me close to him. I barely fell asleep because I could tell he wasn't sleeping. After a while I rolled over and went to sleep because it was around 7.

"The dance contest! We forgot to see who won!" Hayes woke me up and grabbed his laptop. He went on his page and started counting. After about 10 minutes Hayes stopped counting. "It was 267 to 302. You won..."

"Yay! When are we cutting your hair?" I wiggled my eyebrows.

"We'll figure this out tomorrow, we should go to sleep." Hayes shut his laptop and put it away. He snuggled me, "Do you think we will last forever?" I was starstruck by this question.

"I hope so, I love you," I rolled over to face him.

"I love you too Babe, I think we will last forever." I kissed him and he rolled on top of me. "I have a digitour coming up, I was wondering if you'd want to come?"

"Am I even aloud? I don't make vines, or youtube videos."

"Well the vine of you flipping me went viral, and you've been in two of my youtube videos. They have to let you because I'm going to tell them you have to come." He smiled at me.

"Im not even famous, or vine famous. I can't have a meet and greet table because I have no fans." I looked at him, he bent down and he whispered in my ear.

"Everyone loves you, you're perfect. They will let you go." I kissed him, he can be stupid at times, but he knows what to say to make me happy.