A Life Worth Living

chapter 41

After we recovered from getting high we slept for the rest of the day. Not together though, in different rooms. I'm surprised I woke up to get up for school. I wore my hair down, I had on jeans a diamond supply shirt. My black hightops went great with them.
When I walked out of Liz's car Emma and Charlie ran up to me.

"Em how are you feeling?"

"It doesn't matter, what matters is you and Hayes breaking up! What-­"

I cut Emma off.
"How do you know?" They looked at eachother.

"I guess you didn't see his tweet," Charlie pulled out her phone, "it reads, no girlfriend lots of problems. Dal what happened?" Charlie and Emma hugged me, but I walked away and into my homeroom. I went to the bathroom, Dyllon was there.

"So you and-­" I punched her. I made her fall. I helped her up.

"Sorry, I just took my anger on you. Sorry." I walked into a stall. Dyllon knocked on the door. I ignored her.
I heard her leave the bathroom.
I just took deep breaths trying to relax myself. I'm all worked up and stressed. I can't believe he'd tweet about that..
I walked out of the bathroom like I was totally fine.
During the school day everyone was looking at me.

In gym som girl threw a ball at my head because of Hayes. I ran up to her, but Dyllon pulled me back. Everyone was looking at Dyllon and I like zoo animals. Emma and Charlie were confused on why she was so nice to me. I think Dyllon is just realizing that she can't treat Hayes like a toy. I think she's trying to be a better person.
I just shrugged my shoulders.

I was walking home, alone, when Nash pulled up besides me.

"Dal, come in I'm on my way to the hospital! Hop in!" Nash stopped his car and I got in. "You good?"

"Yea, a little nervous, but oh well." I had a faint laugh after saying that. "How was your day?"

"Eh. The doctors said the surgery went good. He might be sleeping when we get there though."

"Hopefully" I mumbled. "I don't even know why I'm nervous."

"Maybe it's the first time you've feared him, or losing him, it's normal to be nervous. I get nervous all the time, one wrong move and I'm hated or forgotten."

"Same here," I mumbled. "I might puke or faint when we get in his room."

"Don't sweat it, its just Hayes." He gave me a smile.

"Exactly, its Hayes. He's kinda the love of my life. You know, the boy I'm trying to get back?
Yea thats Hayes." I looked out the window, Nash did too.

"He will always come back to you, but don't take it for granted though. Come on we're here."

I walked out of the car and Nash took a selfie on his snapchat with me. I can only imagine the things that are going to be said about me. 'I bet she cheated on Hayes with Nash' or something dumb like that. Ugh god why would he put our information on social media..