A Life Worth Living

chapter 17

I put on black joggers, a gray diamond supply shirt, black uggs, and I put my hair in a side braid. Hayes put on black joggers, a red LRG shirt, and black lebrons. When we were done we got in Nash's car.
Jack and Jack's song Wild Life came on and we were jamming out.
During the movie Hayes put the armrest up and he put his arm around me. I snuggled up against him and I think he was more scared than me. He kept flinging the popcorn everytime he jumped. It was quite funny and he always had to 'go to the bathroom'. Nash and Olivia were just chilling.

After the movie we went for frozen yogurt.

When we got home it was only around 5. We all just kinda hung out in the living room. Liz came home with subs. After eating Olivia left.

"Why are you going to date a girl if you're moving soon?" Hayes asked.

"We aren't dating" He snapped.

"So you're going to lead her on?" Asked Hayes.
"No, dude what's up with you?" Asked Nash.

"Nothing I'm just looking out for the girl who has no idea that you're moving and that likes you." It was silent for a while. "Don't be a fuckboi Nash."

"I'm not. Don't be using your girlfriend as a sextoy."
Hayes got really mad. They both stood up. I tried to grab Hayes but he pushed me off him. I knocked into the wall and banged my head. I got up and went into Hayes' room. "Way to go dumbass, hurting your girlfriend, isn't that the reason she's here is because her mom hit her?"

"Fuck you," Hayes ran upstairs after me, but he didn't know I was on the roof. "Babe? Where are you?" He starting yelling. "God damn it Hayes, you fucked up again," he said to himself.

"I'm on the roof," I yelled to him.
Hayes climbed up. "Babe, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to push you that hard."

"You meant to push me though?" I scoffed.

"Yea, to get you off me because I was being a wise guy," Hayes sat next to me. I moved away from him. "I'll sleep out on the couch tonight if you're mad at me."
It was quiet I got up and went in Hayes' room. I laid in his bed. Hayes came inside too, but walked downstairs, I'm assuming he went on the couch. We stayed away from each other the rest of the evening.
I went to bed crying that night, but Nash came in Hayes' room.

"Why are you crying?" he asked.

"Well my boyfriend pushed me into a wall and my mom punched my face, and now I can't even cuddle someone to make me feel happy," I got up and ran to Nash. I hugged him, and he hugged me back. I think he was a little surprised I hugged him.
Then he let go, he walked out and down the stairs. He came backup with Hayes. Then he left Hayes and I alone in Hayes' room.

"I just want someone to cuddle right now.."

"I just want my girlfriend to love me right now..." Hayes came and sat next to me. "I'm truly sorry Babe. I wanted to hurt Nash not you."

"I didn't want you to hurt anyone," I laid down and turned my back to him. He got under the blankets too. He kissed my cheek and wrapped his arms around me. We slowly went to bed.