A Life Worth Living

chapter 42

When we walked into Hayes' room he looked at me and looked down immediately.

"I'm going to stand outside while you two chat." Nash left the room leaving me stranded, all alone. I felt so awkward.
I sat down on a chair near the door.

"So we're done? Like forever?"

"Not forever. I just don't want to keep fighting over and over again. I love you, I just like simple," he looked at me.

"Nothing is simple, especially relationships. You can't run from our problems that we make up 5 minutes after. We always make up because we can't live without each other. Literally I can't, I'm lucky." I looked down, "Max saved my life," I mumbled.

"What? I couldn't hear you." Hayes looked at me with a worried look. "Did you say Max saved your life? Dallas what the hell did you do that he had to save your life? Why were you even with him?"
"I took a walk to the trestle. And instead of jumping off I just tried falling into the trestle.. backwards.. on the wrong side.. with my arms folded on my chest.." It was quiet after that, Hayes started to tear up. "Why are you crying?"

"Because I made someone try to commit suicide, and that person was the girl I love!"

"I was being overdramatic.. I wasn't thinking-"

"Wasn't thinking? Dallas you tried to kill yourself. That is a problem." He took a deep breath to hold back his tears. "I can't live without you, I'm sorry I just wanted simple, but I really want you! I wan- I fucking ­need you back! I am so sorry!" I walked up to Hayes and sat in his hospital bed. I placed my head on his shoulder. "I love you, I'm sorry you love an idiot like me." I looked at him and kissed him. I mean like really kissed him. Nash walked in. I heard him take a picture. I smiled and I stopped kissing Hayes.

"I will love you forever Benjamin Hayes Grier."

"I will love you forever Dallas Star Golda. I am so sorry, for everything negative that happened in the past 29 days."

"Me too, you know tomorrow is 10.6.1? You know what that means?" I rolled my eyes at Hayes and he punched my arm playfully. "It's our 1 month, because we are dating"

"You never made it official again." Hayes kissed me and I smiled.

After that dramatic moment we all watched tv. It was around 2:30 and a lady nurse brought
hayes popcorn chicken and fries. I stole some of his fries.

"You can't have my fries missy. Eat your own food." Hayes laughed a little bit. I ate one of his fries and he just kissed me. Nash walked in slowly making sure he wasn't interrupting us. After seeing he wasn't he relaxed and walked in the room.

"I'm going to get Chipotle, Dal you want to come and get some?"

"Of course! Chipotle is my life." I laughed at my little joke.

"Can you get me they're chips and salsa," Hayes said whining.

"Anything for my prince." I gave Hayes a wink and he blew me a kiss.I 'caught' it and placed
it on my cheek.

"You mean princess?" Nash made me laugh, and Hayes.

Nash led the way out of the hospital. He drove us to a near by Chipotle. As soon as we
walked in eyes were locked on us, I even heard squeals, whispers, and cameras. I was a little nervous, but Nash was so chill about it. I rolled my head and rubbed my shoulders trying to relax. Nash put his arm around me playfully and I relaxed my shoulders. He removed his arm when we got up to the line.
When we were waiting on line when the most exciting event happened while I was in North Carolina.