chapter 47

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by xxfanfictions_xx

by xxfanfictions_xx

I woke up. I saw Hayes, Nash, Sky, Liz, Annee, Mom, Dad, Emma, Charlie, Jax, Ryan, Dyllon, Max, Mike, and Megan. They looked red from crying.
Max was right, the cliff wasn't high enough. I started to cry. I closed my eyes and I tried to get up. "Ow. Someone help me get out, I need to go to a building." I tried so hard, but I was only hurting myself. "Please." I laid down and cried.

"Dal, we aren't letting you go anywhere." My Dad knelt down near my face. "You've changed so much baby, I missed you." He kissed my forehead. I shut my eyes really tight. "Dal, you aren't going anywhere."

"I'm going to sleep, it's the same thing as being dead." I loosened my eyes.

"Don't say that baby."

"I want Zach, he was the only one that understood me, let me go see him." I tried getting up.
I laid back down and that was the last thing I remembered.

I woke up, Hayes was in the room. "Dallas I'm sorry for everything. I love you." Hayes' voice was faint and I just smiled at him. "Please let me explain. Dyllon came to the hospital because she wanted to apologize to me for harming our relationship. I told her how you tried killing yourself because of me, and she grabbed my hand for comfort. Not because we like each other."

"Hayes I love you. Don't forget that. I forgive you, and understand that you aren't the only reason I' suicidal. I just have so much shit going on and everything is falling apart."

He was talking, but his voice was fading. My eyes felt heavy.

I fluttered my eyes open. Everyone was in my room. Like everyone.
I smiled at everyone.
"Fuck you guys, but I love you all." I laid back down and then everything seemed hazy. My eyes were heavy again, and I shut my eyes.

When Dallas went back to sleep she never woke up. She put herself to sleep even though the doctors got her healthy... like her brother. She had no will to live. Annee is living with her Dad in North Carolina. Her Mom is still working on her anger. Nash and Olivia aren't dating even though he now lives with Cam in L.A. he is going strong in the movie business and is succeeding greatly. Liz has a new husband and Sky is living with them. Emma and Ryan are still dating and are still close with the couple Charlie and Jax. Dyllon is going to anger management because she feels guilty for Dallas' death. Megan is progressing in photography just for Dallas. Mike is doing fine and is still going strong. Max is going to school and isn't going anywhere near the pit or trestle, he is taking therapy for seeing Dallas' suicide. Hayes is single and claims to still be dating Dallas, he runs her social media accounts and is going to therapy to get over the guilt that will never leave his stomach. He visits her grave every other day and talks to her grave to calm his thoughts. Every time Dallas' anniversary comes around the school wears seafoam green, they have an assembly about suicide.

Remember that you have someone to talk to if you're going through a rough time. You aren't the only kid in the world with a problem. Remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem -Robin Williams.