Paranoia(Klaus Mikealson Fan-Fic)

Hybrid

Alice's POV

Death. It's as if a dream that you know will come. You were born to die. You're whole body stopping, no longer being able to function. Love feels like death. The infatuation that you have, will destroy you emotionally, and mentally. Your whole body will no longer function without their love. It can't be another's, just their affection for you.

Klaus Mikaelson, the original hybrid. Vampire and Werewolf. As true beast, he acts as if he doesn't feel at all, but he truly does. He feels more than all. He is rash, evil, cruel. But he is also broken and is in need of an overpowering love that consumes him without no doubt. But, his paranoia consumes him the most, it strikes him as fast as lightning, having a stinging fit of worry that someone will leave, and never come back.

He doesn't know the paranoia and fear I hold within myself, is quite far from resemblance. I feel as if, my actions the worst of all any could act upon. I hurt my friends, mentally and physically. My defiance is the cause of my own destruction. And the paranoia of loosing them, hits me like a trembling quake, making me shiver and shudder in fear of being left alone. All alone.

Maybe love is the solution or destruction to my existence.

I lay here, with my eyes closed filled with wonder and curiosity within my dreams. My blankets holding me as if a warm hug, and my bed, as if a weightless cloud. I already know I probably will have to get up, and that already annoys me.

I groan in defiance, as the sunlight from the window reflects onto my face, making me shudder and moan in annoyance as well. I flutter my eyes, to see my unusual surroundings. My room in the Mikaelson home. Which makes me furrow my eyebrows in confusion. How did I get in bed? How am I in pajamas?

I then find, a note and water sitting next to my bed, awaiting for my eyes to fall upon the liquid and paper.

Alice,
I am sorry for my foolishness. I cannot be around you without feeling guilty and disgusted with my self that I hurt you. Mentally and Physically. I never ever intentionally wanted to hurt you my beloved. I have broke my own promise and I need to keep my distance from you. You need the distance as well. Please do not be hoarse or upset with my decision, that it is already made. I will see you when the time is right.

Love,
Klaus

I didn't even realize I was angry, until I seemed to recognize my fists were clenched together among them whiter than snow. Why does he have the right to make decisions for me? And bring me to my home? Clothe me? And just leave me? I almost died, why is he leaving me?

I angrily huff, as I push my covers to the side. Pulling my long legs to the side of my bed. I sighed, and stood up heading to my bathroom, shivering feeling goosebumps rise among my body. I walk in, staring at the mirror.

Staring at my reflection, it pains me. I am my one of my friends.

I feel a dark presence, I look beyond my reflection, until I see, a black figure behind me, smiling evilly. I freeze in fear, and shock. It licks my ear, which makes me shudder in disgust.

"I'm coming back." It stated. And the dark figure disappeared. I let out a deep breath not even noticing I wasn't breathing.

I shake off the feeling, and start to get ready.

I curled my hair, I walked out after finishing, and head to my dresser, and decide to put on a red speckled blouse, leggings and brown boots that stop at my knees and a denim jacket. I do not even bother with makeup.