Endings

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Alice's POV

5 days. 5 days since I've even talked to any of them, right after that agonizing spell, I ran away. I'm only a vampire, and I don't feel myself. I'm not as strong, and my senses are not as heightened as I used to like them as I was a hybrid.

I have been a wolf my entire life, in all of my bodies, my spirit has to have the connection of a wolf gene, and I am completely terrified if I don't make it.

I'm walking alone, in darkness, flickering lights among the side in the abandoned streets of New Orleans. I'm debating whether or not I should walk into the compound, but that just doesn't seem reasonable or right. I was out of control yet again, and seems like all hell breaks loose when I'm around the Mikaelsons.

"Hello, Alice." I heard a young, and familiar female voice greet. I turned around to meet eyes with Rebekah.

"Greetings." I sighed, I didn't know they could sense my presence. But obviously my scent was close enough for even Rebekah to notice.

"Where have you been? We've been worried sick!" She said, her eyes filled with fear, she grabbed onto my shoulder, my eyes immediately changing. I haven't felt any type of touch since the spell. I growled loudly, making her jump slightly. My eyes changed immediately back, I felt sorry for acting out but I couldn't handle anybody right now.

Her eyes filled with concern and sadness for my reaction to her touch,"Alice, please you need help."

"I can't. I lost control again, I can't loose control in front of Hope. Not even Nik, which I've already done. I'm scared to see him, Bekah." I sighed, rubbing my arms up and down. Comfort was something harder to find in my self, which disappoints me.

"You won't. I'll be there just in case. Nik doesn't care Alice, he's worried about you, he watched the fear in your eyes when you realized what you were, and you ran away from him. All he has been doing is painting, locked in his room waiting for your presence." She explained to me.

"I can't even handle being around you right now, let alone you touching me. Nik, he doesn't need to help me, I need to work through this on my own." I urged.

"No, you don't. You have through your past, and look what it has brought you." She retorted. I nodded agreeing with her point.

"Fine. But don't expect me to be able to handle my discomfort, or anger. My emotions are different once again." I added.

She nodded and ran, as I quickly followed. My speed out of control when I slammed into a wall. A large bang erupting through out the compound, I heard shuffling as Rebekah gave me a worried look yet again.

"Niklaus! Your beloved is home! You need to see this!" Bekah yelled out, I haven't used any of my abilities after my turning yet again and they are sort of messed up.

"Rebekah! Enough of the yelling! We do have heightened hearing." Nik chuckled. His smirk evident. Until his eyes met me, crumpled against the ground completely disorientated.

He sped to my side, almost touching me but immediately Bekah grabbed onto his arm and swung him behind her.

"Don't touch her, she can't control." She snapped, his eyes grew angry but his expression softened when he realized my grunting and wearily stare.

"Her vampire senses aren't the same, I don't know how we are supposed to fix her." She added.

I grunted out in frustration,"Seems like fixing is all you do with me."

"Well, you do get yourself in a lot of situations that lead to these consequences." Nik responded. Once he said that 15 word sentence his eyes changed to fear, my complete emotions focusing on anger. I stood up slightly falling down.

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