Something about her (lesbian story)

7.

Lauren POV

"Hi" I say back to her

She grabs my hand and looks at me and speaks "I'm sorry about this morning, I got ahead of myself" she says

Melajah is wearing an all black sleeveless shirt with some shorts on, even though I heard it was quite chilly in London Melajah dresses like it isn't

"It's not that Melajah" I say looking down

"Then what is it"

"You left your phone on my dresser" I say to her, hoping that she would get the hint but she doesn't "becca texted you" I say and she immediately sighs

"I'm guessing you read the messages" she says nervously looking for an answer "don't be mad"

"Why would I be mad, we aren't together" I say and Melajah's facial expressions sadden "I mean, I can't tell you who and who not to talk to"

"Your right" she says looking down "I'm just sorry, I probably confused you"

"We're you really gonna have sex with her though" I turn away so she won't see the hurt in my eyes

"Truthfully I don't know" she says looking in my eyes "sometimes I get tired of just using girls, and I often get tired of them using me for fame"

"Well you don't have to worry about me doing that" I say trying to make my dramatic exit but she grabs my arms and pulls me down

"I wanted to spend the whole time in London showing you my favorite places, I still want to" she says to me

"Then why did you lie to her?" I question her, she confuses me so much

"Cause she doesn't deserve the truth, but you do. And Lauren I want to know you, and I want you to know me" she looks at me holding my hands

"Last night I would of believed that Melajah" I say to her "you can go to her, or you can stop giving into the temptations of meaningless sex" I say rubbing her cheek "I'll be here for you as a friend" I say then I get up going to the bathroom

I look at myself in the mirror while biting my lip and frown a little

A part of me wants to believe that Melajah isn't gonna go to that girl tonight. But a big part of me knows she is.

I bury my hands into my face thinking about what I just put myself into. I should of never let Melajah take me on that date, I've been feeling differently about her lately in ways I can't explain.

I wanna tell myself that Melajah and I don't have a growing bond happening between us but than that would be one of the biggest lies I ever told.

There's a banging on the doors that knocks me out my thoughts. Before I can react to it someone opens the door and slides right in.

"Listen" she says moving the little strand of hair from my eye and caresses my face. "I like you, and I'm not a prefect person so I'm not promising you that I'm not going to hurt you in the long run because sadly I will. I'm just promising you that I will protect your heart in the best way that I can, I will love you with all I have and through day and night I'll be there to support you and everything you do as long as you do the same. Not only will you be my number one priority but you will be the only thing that matters to me when I lay my head down at night." She looks me deeply in the eye "I'm willing to make this work Lo if you are, I know you heard things about me and the way I move with women but I have never in any circumstances poured out my heart to a girl"

She grabs my hand and kisses my forehead "Lauren you can say no right now, but I will not stop until I get to call you my girl. I will treat you how I wished my father treated my mother. You will never have to lift a finger, you will never be lonely cause even if we fight I will still hold you every night until you fall asleep in my arms" she tells me

"Melajah I..." I begin "I like you..I'm willing to try this but no hoes, exes, groupies or whatever just me. Please don't make me look dumb or have me feeling dumb, I want all of you or none of you." I admit and she starts smiling and kisses me

"I have a girlfriend" she says smiling to herself proudly "my girlfriend" she says pulling me closer to her. "I gotta take you on a real date" she says turning around thinking, tapping her thumb and index finger together rapidly. I giggle at her

"Melajah no you don't" I say grabbing her arm and pulling her close to me "we already had one" I remind her and she shakes her head

"Yeah , but that was a date as friends not as my girlfriend" she points out " it's gonna be different now... It's gonna feel different now" she says and I laugh at her stupidity

"I'm gonna leave now, you can sit and ponder in the bathroom" I say giggling and walking out the bathroom she follows behind me and the girls look at me winking, smiling, smirking,and giving me the look as I sit down.

Melajah sits by the window and puts her arms around me and I lean in. She puts in her headphones and slowly closes her eyes.