Something about her (lesbian story)

16.

Melajah's POV

I wake up on the couch tangled and intertwined with Lauren. She's laying on top of my body and we're all 'tied' together.

I look down admiring her beauty and her soft snores that vibrates against my chest. Everything about her is so mature and that's what turns me on the most, my friends called me dumb for dating a 16 year old but what does age have to do with anything.

We're only three years apart, I know couples ten years apart and they don't get judged. I try to slowly get up and move Lauren's body from my own. I pick her up gently and she mumbles 'five more minutes' I can't help but smile at her.

I carry her upstairs and place her on my side of the bed. She snuggles the pillow beside her as I put the covers over her. I make my way back downstairs and head into the studio.

My studio is the only place I could seem to let my emotions go. Anywhere else my words don't generate such feeling unless I have a beat behind them, I've been writing a lot lately trying to comprehend what's going on in reality.

Reality is, my dad well.. Anthony is trying to sue me for writing song about my traumatizing experience and what it's like growing up with a fuck-tard like him.

In a way, I think writing about my experiences help other people in the world understand that they aren't the only ones. If I've been through it and made it to the top then they can too. Everybody needs someone to relate to, it's always good to feel less alone in the world.

I look at my notepad and just stare at it. I've been working on a new song called 'Alone' and I just haven't been feeling it. I blame Lauren for that.

I use my pain and sad emotions to write down-to-earth music, but with her I'm never really sad or in pain. She completes me and makes me ultimately happy.

I play the piano in front of me, singing the whole song over and over trying to get a feel out of it. I play the soft balled.

Ooooo whoo
Ooooo whoo
And I know, the light is slowly fading towards
The dark...
And I know, just like a firework you lose you spark, yeah
And we know, we can't predict the future but I want you here.. Oh I want you here

When this time of night hits me and I'm by my lonesome, I dream about a place that we could both run. You'll be my queen and I'll be just another subject but don't forget me, don't forget

Just like soil for the tree
Just like honey for the bees
I need you here next to me, cause you keep me complete
Like the lost boys and Peter Pan
Just like a home needs a man
I can't do this on my own
Darling please don't let me go..go..oh
Don't let me go..ohh ohh don't let me go..go..oh
Cause I can't do this on my own
Don't leave me all alone

Like a bright and damaged star
Make a toast for who you are and what you are
Is all of me, you give me reason to believe me.
I can climb the highest mountain, and I can touch the sun
7 billion people but it all comes down to one
I can't give you all of me if I can barely find my soul
So tonight just make this promise don't leave me all alone ...ohhh

Just like soil for the tree
Just like honey for the bees
I need you here next to me, cause you keep me complete
Just like a child and his toy
Like Peter Pan and the lost boys oh
You are my home and...I'm alone

Oh it's so cold in this house
Why'd you turn the heat down
Baby why'd you play me
Why'd you betray me
After all we done.