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Mom in Law

Sarrah POV

Hearing those words from Mama Luisa, makes me feel hurt. Ramdam ko yung sakit ng maiwan, and alam ko kung ano yung mga pinagdaanan ni Sander dahil dun, and that girl must be out of her mind on giving up that Gorgeous, and ohhh so Perfect Alexander? well kung hindi naman siguro nangyare yun baka wala ako dito ngayon, and that girl was so lucky, Sander loves her so much para gawin niya yun, well just like how your ex dumped you? my mind mocked me.,yeah right i guess.. well knowing Sander? naging brokenharted din pala ito, wala sa itsura ha? sa dame ng nagkakagusto sa kanya pati nga mga kaibigan ko may gusto sakaniya eh, well hindi natin masisisi, he has it all, from looks and brains to wealth, yeah right pati nga ikaw may gusto na din! my mind mocked me again. i look into mama Luisa and smiled,

"everything happens for a reason naman po mama Luisa, and look how Sander been so successful today? well i guess hindi yun mangyayare if hindi sila nagkahiwalay ni natalie," i told mama Luisa, well i prefer to call her Mama Luisa, para na din kaseng tinatawag ko ang mommy ko sakanya. i miss the feling of having a mom tho.She smiled at me.

"how about you iha? never been inlove?'' my mom in law asked me.

i shook my head,

''nah, i fell inlove once Mama Luisa, but just like natalie Dump Sander he chosed the other girl over me, nabuntis niya po kase.''

i told my mom in law. i heard her took a deep sigh.

''kids and adults nowadays are like that. glad you didnt do that thing iha,'' she told me with a smile.i smiled back.

''i promised myself na sa lalaking papakasalan ko lang po ibibigay yung sarili ko mama'' i answered her whih i think was bad. she concluded something on her mind the way she looks at me and smiled. ohhhmmmggg!!! he must be thinkin of??? omyyyy!!!

"ahhh dont get me wrong Mama Luisa, what i meant is ahmmmm---"

ohhhmmyyyggg!!! wala ako maisip, sigaw ng isip ko bakit ko pa nasabi yun? i shouldve said something safe. arrgghhh!!! she just smiled and said.

"it's okay iha, i cant see anything wrong with that, so i was hoping you and Sander would eventually end up together tho." she said.

i smiled, yung alanganin.. medyo nahiga din naman ako kase sa mga pinagsasabi ko.

"thanks po mama Luisa." i just answered.

she hugged me and said.

"i like you for Sander iha, wishing you will end up loving him"

My holy Cow!!! how did people around me telling me that i should end up loving Sander? my God!! ngayon pa nga lang nahihirapan nako mag adjust sa sitwasyon namen ee, makapigil hininga na nga kapag nagkakatabi kame tapos i should end up loving him pa ba? ohhh myyy g!!! its beyond words. nakakatakot mahalin ang isang FERDINAND ALEXANDER "SANDER" ARANETA-MARCOS! for godsake! ang hirap masaktan! naransan ko na masaktan diyos ko! mauulit pa ba? erase! erase! erase! ;(

"hindi ko po alam ang isasagot ko sa sinabi niyo, but gagawin ko na lang po ang lahat para maayos ang pagsasama namen ng anak niyo in the next months." yun na lang ang nasabi ko. nakakahiya nman sabihin na ayoko po mainlove sa anak niyo kase nakakatakot po ma bashed sa twitter and fb! haha charot lang.

"thank you din po for welcoming and having me here Mama Luisa" i added, bumitaw na siya sa yakap saken and holds my face. ohhhh i missed my mom so much, and who would ever thought that this though attorney would be this sweet? napakaswerte naman ng mga anak niya. having the great last name of marcos, the wealth, the fame and everything.

"ive always dreamed about having a daughter but God gave me three greeks so i guess now God gave me another Child and thats you iha," she said and tucked the hiarstrands on my ear. hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko, niyakap ko na din siya. i miss having a mom and i thank god gave me another one.