My Sexy Classmate!

Love Sucks!

"I'm gonna go to him and explain him everything", I got up and walked to the door.

"No you're not. This is not the right time. He thinks that you don't know he knows everything. If you go there now you'll mess up", Nish said.

"Mess up? Can't you see i've already messed up everything. I need to meet him", I yelled out.

She grabbed my arm and closed the door.

"I know. But not now. In morning. Okay", She mumbled.

I sighed and nodded. Hush

*Next morning*

Nick wasn't picking my calls.

So I drove to his house.

He cam out and we sat in porch area, on stairs.

"Nick", I looked at him.

"Mmm hmm", he smiled.

Why the hell was he smiling? I was just so confused. I had been a bitch and he still was that sweet guy.

"I...umm I wanna tell you something", I mumbled.

"Yeah go on. What is it", He said.

"When you left something happened", I took a deep breath.

"When you left again Jason and I had a thing. We were drunk. And ..and when I woke up we were in bed. I don't what actually happened , I don't remember. And then I freaked out...", I completed.

"I know. Jason told me everything. I trusted you", He looked down.

"Then why are you so...", I started.

"Normal? Because when you truly love someone...even if there are hundreds of reason to walk out...you still find that one reason to stay", He looked at me.

I could hear the his heart cry in his voice. He wasn't showing it.

"And the funny thing is you're not even mad at Jason", He added.

"I was", I mumbled.

"Now you aren't. You have feelings for him don't you", Nick asked.

"Nick I love you", I said sounding low.

"Just tell me the. I wanna hear it from you. I wanna know the truth", He finally looked at me.

"He...he makes me feel alive. When I'm with him I'm different. I'm not myself. You know...", I said.

"He makes me question everything. With him everyday is unpredictable. He excite me. I don't know why but I feel good", I completed.

"You're in love with him", he said.

His eyes became all teary and he cut the eye connection. He looked the other side.

"Nick..", I cried.

"It takes two hands to build a relationship. with one, you can only wave a good bye", He said.

"No Nick please", I said.

"The hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else. We're done", He mumbled and got up.

He still had tears in his eyes.

I wanted him to stay.

He walked in leaving me all alone, there.

We broke up.

I was still sitting there. I saw Jason's car.

"Hey what happened", He asked softly.

"We broke up", I cried.

He hugged me and I got in his car.

He drove me back to home.

I got in and sat on couch. He made me coffee.

"I need bourbon", I mumbled.

He made me a glass of bourbon and sat beside to.

"You know what", I looked at him.

"What", He asked gently.

"Its all your fault. If you would have never come in my life so this ....", I started.

He got up and walked towards the door. I didn't looked at him at all.

He looked back at me and stood there for a minute looking at me.

I was still not looking at him. I just sat there and took a sip from my glass.

He went away slamming the door.

I heard his car. He was gone.

I threw the glass on wall. Kicked the table and sat there grabbing my hair.

{ Not really sure how to feel about it.

Something in the way you move Makes me feel like I can't live without you.

It takes me all the way.

I want you to stay, stay.

I want you to stay, Oh! }

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Now we broke up.

I yelled out at Jason and he was gone too.

Little mean.

Love sucks!

Oh and last line are from Rihanna's song- STAY.

Will update soon!

Thanks for reading :)