My Sexy Classmate!

The Suicide!

I ran towards my house. I was freaked out. Crying. Shouting.

This can't be real. They can't be dead.

"Where's my mom", i yelled out at one officer.

He didn't uttered a single word.

I tried to run in that fire but police stopped me. I was screaming...

"Nooooo....let me go. Let me goooo", i was screaming.

They were holding me tight. I was on ground. All screaming and crying hard.

"Where are they? My...my ..my mom and and Chels....where ...where are they. Did ambulance take them", i was stammering.

I was in shock. I just couldn't accept the fact that they were dead.

"Mam please calm down...", policeman said.

"Calm down???? How can i just calm down??", i shouted.

Nish came running to me. Jason was after her.

"They can't be dead. They are at hospital. I...i'm going there", i cried.

Nish embraced me.

"Look at me....look", she was saying.

"No no no....i just...", i kept on crying.

She started crying too. Jason was standing there dealing with police because i wasn't able to speak.

"This is all my fault...i should have never left her alone", i said.

"No its not your fault", Nish said.

"It is....its all my fault. She was there and ..and she needed me and i ....i left and then i... Its all my fault", i cried.

"Take her to your home", Jason looked at Nish.

I denied. But she took me to her home.

Later Jason came there.

"This is all me fault....", i kept on saying.

"No its not. Stop saying that please", Jason mumbled.

"IT IS. I left her alone then i told Chels to take care of her. I should have stayed there. I knew something was wrong. I just...", i cried.

Jason came near and sat beside me. Nish was sitting there too.

I had to stay at her house as i had no house left.

I couldn't sleep all night and was sitting at corner staring at sky from window. Still had tears.

*Three days passed*

I was still in that room. I eat nothing. Didn't move from that room. All i was doing was staring out from window.

Nish tried to force me to it but i didn't. I had nothing left. My dad left, my mom died an bet friend died, my house blasted. I had no reason to live.

Nish entered the room and came sat beside me. She started saying something but got a call...

She picked and it was from hospital, Sweden. Her mom had an heart attack. She freaked out.

"I'll be okay. You have to go", i said.

She had to go. I couldn't be selfish. It was her mom fighting with death.

What was happening? How could all of a sudden all the bad happened.

She left.

After few hours I walked out of the room. Locked the house.

I was walking. Reached the old river bridge.

I thought for a while....standing there. Then i decided to jump from the bridge and suicide. Because i had no right to live. I was the reason they were dead.

I stood up there....on the bridge and.....fell down.

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Dead or alive?

The decision was right!

I was blaming my self.

I was lost.

Will update soon.

Thanks for reading! :)