I Love My Cold Neighbor [Jungkook Fanfic]

Back (End)

Semi's POV

Jimin ask me why am i leaving so soon

"It's better for us if i..... -Please no!" He cut me and i was shock.

"What do you mean no?" I ask

"I ask you to meet me because i don't want you to leave because i want you and maknae to be back together" He said and i stood up

"Well if that's all. My answer is no! I will never go back" I said and was about to walk but.....

Do you know how jungkook is when he left you?" He suddenly ask and i was shock because of the sudden words he spit. He smile

"I just want you to know that jungkook is always sick because he's always crying. He is always stress. After practice he'd sit down and look at his phone. Always looking at your picture, reading the messages you leave, listening to every voice message you send and suddenly burst into tears. He really wants to call you. Message you and explain everything but unfortunately our pd nim told us to never keep in touch even our closes friends. He wanted to back off but when he sign the contract he didn't know that we'll going to cut our communication with our love once. He wanted to tell you but our pd nim warned us about that. He wanted to give up his dream just for you" He said and i tear up and bow my head down and started crying. I didn't know that kookie felt that way too i thought i was the only one like that " Every night he's crying because he wanted to see you, he misses you. We can't even speak to him properly. We helped him move on. So he slowly move on and we can already talk to him properly he's even smiling to us and laughing. But he's not completely move on because he said you're the only girl he'll love. Then suddenly you came back and he saw you. You don't know how happy he is when he saw you. He wants to run to you and hug you and ask you how are you? Have you been well? But unfortunately he cant because he was ashamed of what he did. He left you without telling you. And then we talk!"He continued and made me cry harder " He finally get to see you really close but he can't help it but to only stare at you and can't even speak a word. We was mesmerized by how you look now. He can see that you've been well without him and he is sad about that and then suddenly you open up about the dating. You said you're dating someone that time. You don't know how hurt he is when i heard that... You don't know how his heart breaks by those words you let go. But he endure and hold back his tears and show you his smile for you not to notice how hurt he is because he wanted you to be happy. When we reach the car his tears fell from his eyes. Suddenly we have a schedule that we worked with you" I was speechless while crying and just continue listening to him " He was having fun that you're talking with him but suddenly the oh so called boyfriend came. He may not understand every word you guys were saying but the way you touch the guy makes him feel a million stab to his heart. Especially when namjoon hyung translate everything. Instead of showing how he feels he excuse himself and started crying in the dressing room. His eyes were soaked swollen and really red. You don't know how he suffer and endure the pain. He even said he needs to take a break or just give up because he knows you'll never forgive him. You don't know how hyuna noona treat him. He can fall inlove on how he treat him. She's really sweet to him. You know noona is really famous and a perfect human being too. A lot of guys admire her but jungkook always thinks of you and ignore what hyuna noona is showing him. He even reject her semi just for you. And now he is willing to give up everything even his career just for you. Semi jebal! I don't our maknae to go back on how he is when we were trainee. Please please i am begging you." He said and kneel down and beg me. I was just standing there while crying. I walk out the restaurant leaving him behind then cry outside. After a while i hop in the car go straight home. I run to my room and lay on my bed then look at my ceiling

"What have i done? I didn't even know that he suffered like that" I said and i didn't know that i doze off to sleep.

Next dayy......