MFSBI II: Eyes Of Life

♔ •00. Reminisce

Prologue

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~ Let your imaginations rule.
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Sabi nila kapag ayaw mo ang isang bagay na ginagawa mo, edi wag mo nang ipag-patuloy.

Kung hindi mo kaya, iwan mo na.

Tama na ang pagtitiyaga kung ayaw mo din naman ng ginagawa mo.

When I think of those thoughts napapa-isip nalang ako sa sarili ko.

At minsan tinatanong ko sa sarili ko. Am I a martyr?

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Maybe.

Yun ang sagot ko.

Dahil kung hindi.

Sa tingin ko sinunod ko na ang mga yon ng matagal na at noon pa sana.

And like what my stepbrothers love to play, I think life is just like playing a chess game.

You can either be the pawns, rooks, bishops, knights, the king or the queen.

Its all up to you.

Because sometimes being a pawn doesn't mean na sunod-sunuran ka nalang habang buhay.

Don't forget.

A pawn can also be a Queen.

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Hi.

I'm Sarah Christie Arcilla.

Not the young Sarah back then anymore.

Not the weak willed girl in the past.

And absolutely not the attached daughter of the family anymore.

Its been 7 years from the last time.

And at my first year away with my family, I was still so persistent to gain my freedom again to be able to reach them atleast.

But as the time passed I've started to accept the reality..

The reality of them being unnecessary for me anymore.

I had faced the fact that all I need is to prove myself to my Lola.

That I deserved to be her heiress.

I've sacrifice a lot para marating ang kinalalagyan ko ngayon.

Naging masaya nalang ako paglipas ng panahon sa mga ginagawa ko.

Siguro kung mag-isa lang ako mahihirapan ako.

Pero kahit papano siguro hindi naman ako pinapabayaan ni Dad.

Alam kong lagi nya kong binabantayan.

At ipinag-papasalamat ko din na mayroon akong naging matalik na kaibigan na lagi kong nasasandalan at na paglalabasan ng sama ng loob kapag may problema ko sa simula ng pinagdaanan ko. Dahil sa wala nakong ibang pwedeng malapitan.

So he was there with me from the start of my journey.

I was really blessed to have him with me. Dahil sakanya natutunan kong masanay sa mundo ko ngayon.

And during some of my hard times with Lola. Nakakatuwa nga eh.

He will always be there to cover for me.

And effectively kapag sya na ang nagsalita laging pinagbibigyan ni Lola.

Parang sya pa ang tunay na apo ni Lola.