SQUAD Jean X Reader

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Honestly, I always wanted to be a squad leader like Jean. I was jealous of him. The position was offered to me, but I denied it. I was stupid to reject the position. I really was.

I sighed to myself in my quarters. The only plus was that I didn't have to share a room with other girls. I begged to have a separate room from the rest of them because I was much more experienced and deserved the quiet time. Erwin allowed it. I wasn't too surprised. I turned up my charm when I brought the idea up to him. That's wrong you say? Well, mom didn't raise no fool. She told me to use my girlish charm as an advantage, that it should never be a weakness to me. And that's what I did in that situation. But Erwin had a soft spot for me already at that point. There was no helping that. I did not take advantage of him, no, I liked him even; I was just ensuring that I would maybe get some decent sleep.

I decided that I would ask Squad Leader Jean if I could have the position. No one is higher command was on the base at that time, and Jean was left in charge of all the buiness that went on while Erwin, Hanji, and Levi were gone.

As I was in view of his office, I noticed that the door was open and his feet were hanging off one end of the couch. I giggled a bit. He was always so lazy, but he wasn't lazy. He just knew how to relax and I admired that.

I knocked on his door frame. "Lazing around, Squad Leader Kirschtein?" I asked in a slightly deeper voice that I would normally talk.

"Go fuck yourself with a stick, Eren." He said ever so bluntly.

I was honestly so taken aback about what he said. I knew that my voice was a little deep then, but I didn't think that I sounded like Eren. . .

I cleared my throat and he sat up. His eyes widened and he quickly apologized.

"Shit, (F/N). I'm so sorry. I assumed that you were Eren. Fuck, I'm sorry." He ran a hand through his already messy hair. I couldn't help but check him out. His shirt was unbuttoned, he was flustered, a light shade of pink dusted his cheeks, he had a cigarette hanging out of his mouth, and of course he looked unprofessional at the moment. To say the least, he looked hot. Only he could make smoking hot.

The courage to step forward finally found me. "It's fine sir." It was true. I really didn't mind. I mean who could be mad at someone that looked like him?!

"So, what are ya here for?" He asked when he leaned against his desk. He didn't even bother fixing himself up while I was waiting here. It was almost like he wanted me to look at his perfectly marvelous body. I had to try so hard to keep eye contact with him. This was almost a test for me. Gosh it was so tempting to look.

"I-I um. . . I was here to ask for that squad leader position, but you seem busy so. . . I'll just leave." Shit. . . My shy side got the best of me. I could feel a deep red blush spread across my whole face. I think he noticed because he smirked at me. Knowing that he smirked at me, I panicked and started staring at the floor, not daring to look up at all. I could feel this stare peirce straight through my body. I looked everywhere but at him.

I heard him shift his position. My heart rate started to pick up along with my breathing. Everything was so rapid in my body that I couldn't control myself. I felt a little bead of sweat form on my forehead.

The floor boards creeked and my eyes darted upwards. Suddenly Jean was in front of me. I swallowed a lump in my throat when I looked him in his beautiful eyes. He made my heart drop. I supposed that wasn't the time to get all flustered and to have been thinking of the little crush that I had on him.

"(F/N)," his index finger hooked under my chin. He forced me to look him in they eyes. "Why are you to hot?" I jumped at what he said. Hot? Me? My brain went dumb.

"You're cheeks are red and you're sweating. You're really hot. Are you okay?"

I sighed of relief when he clarified what he meant.

"I-I don't know. . . I guess. . . I don't know?" Damn I sounded so unsure. A squad leader should never sound unsure. Fuck my life. I was a pathetic excuse for a squad leader, or at least a wannabe one.

"You know what? I'll give the position to ya," My eyes lit up and a smile stretched across my face, "but only on one condition: you have to kiss me. Right here. On my cheek." He was pointing to his right cheek. It threw me off. I knew that Jean was a player and an asshole, but I didn't expect that out of him.

I began to lean in, not closing my eyes just yet. I didn't trust him, not with this kiss.

Just as I was milimeters away from his cheek, he took the cigarette out of his mouth, and he turned his head so I was kissing him on the lips instead. My eyes widened more than before. He was even kissing me back. I swear that my heart was pumping out of my chest. This was more than I expected, but I liked it. I liked it a lot. It put a smile on my face during the kiss.

Before I passed out from oxygen depravation, I pulled away from our kiss. Jean smiled at me and it caused me to blush the deepest shade od red to exist.

"Hell, if it was up to me, I'd promote you to Commander because of that kiss." That sly dog. He really knew how to make a woman feel good about herself. "You got the position, but (F/N), I want you to know this; I've liked you for a long time, and if you'd like, I would be honored if you would be my powerful girlfriend."

My heart dropped to my stomach. I felt nauseated, like I was going to puke my guts out. The damn butterflies were making me that way.

Did I really want to be known as Jean's girlfriend? Did I really want put up with his sexist shit? Did I really have to think about it?

"Jean, of course I'll be your girlfriend!" He smiled at me. His cigarette was hanging out of the corner of his mouth. Damn he loked so hot!

"Oh, and thank you for the position. I cam never repay you Jean."

He winked at me. "Don't worry. You will when you're ready." He hooked his arm around my waist and pulled me into his chest. It was awkward for my arms just to hang there, so I rested my hands on his built chest. I couldn't help but run my hands up and down his stomach. He was so beautiful. I wanted him all to myself. I didn't want any other girl to have the privilege of touching him like I could.

"Getting a little touchy, aren't ya?" He made me blush, but told me to continue if I pleased. I stopped because I was embarrassed.

I looked down at the ground again. I had a habit of doing so when I got embarrassed.

Jean took the cigarette out of his mouth and put it out while I was still in his hold. He placed a gentle kiss on my forehead and stroked my hair with his free hand. "You're too beautiful, (F/N). You know that? I see how everyone else looks at you. And I mean everyone else. Everyone looks at you like they want you, but now I got you, and you're mine. They can never have you like I can now. I will treat you like the Queen that you are." He purred into my ear. I bit my lip and a blush began to spread across my face again. Never has a guy said that they would treat me like that. Jean had always made me feel special no matter what. He always had that quality about him and I loved it. He was different when he actually liked a girl and just didn't want to "meet around" with with them. He was genuine and honest. Not many guy like him existed, and that was any shame. But, he was mine, and I could say that I found the one for me.

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Why two Jean fics in a row? Because I've been in a Jean type of mood lately. I like him sometimes, ya know?

Anyways, met me know what you thought!

If you're into Erwin go check out my Erwin X Reader called The Story of Krugman and (F/N): Inside the Walls.

Do any of you keep up on the AoT manga? Have you read the newest chapter? If so, let me know what you thought about because I'm pretty frustrated.

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