Snake[Izaya X Reader]

Dream

"[f/n]....[f/n]..."

"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!..."

"recharge. clear!" ugghh!

"recharge. clear!" again someone bitten you. He is screaming those words, and at a next moment a bright light shines on one side of sky. Like there is a day and night in one view. You're on snow and grass covered hilltop overlooking snow coveres hills below, under cloudy violet sky. Desolate landscape... savanna plants are embellishing dull place. You notice the forest which is a few meters behind you. Ominously it's giving that spooky aura, when the fog is floating at trees feet.

Blaring snarling takes your attention. Next to you are wolves like creatures screaming at each other. 

"Ugh!!" Cold fangs shove into your flesh. Shrill pain tingles in your limbs. 

They are pulling you on each side for themselves. Like they're fighting for every piece of flesh. They let go of you. Jumping. jumping on each other fighting. Slowly, quietly...in pain you drag yourself back. Away from them, still seating on the rough stones. Instinct of survival. Up. Stand up. Shivering, tension, adrenalin which is perplexing you. Taking a step by step backwards in barely heard manner. They stop. Spotted!! They spotted. RUN? STAY STILL? FIGHT!!?? They flash their fangs and sharp teeth at you. Wave of terror, heart pounding at a increasingly rapid pace. Blood pounds in the back of your head. You can feel the trembling.

Run...

Run!! Overwhelming feeling!! adrenaline rushes, you can feel a tingling in your spine, your head and in your heart and your chest feels like it's contracting. Then the tingling extends to limbs.

Run as fast as you can. Down! Into the wood. Run...Run! 

Run!

Run to the hills. Run For your life.

Do not look back or you may get cought.

The noice is closer and closer. Run!!....

The light....the way out!!

jump over! 

off the cliff!

*beee...* Like the fall is slowed in time...

"we are going to lose her!" That warm feeling when you wake up on cold morning and you're hiding under the blanket. You just don't want to get up.

"recharge!! clear!" You're under the water. Drowning, drowning until you're thrown on the beach near the forest. You just came out of the water but you don't seem to be wet. Strange, not paying attention on it, you walk into the forest. walking down the forest path. Such a blessing feeling, when the sun rays are tingeling down your face, but you can't see it, the trees are hidding sun from you. You're walking, walking your way out. To the sun, to that tempting warmness.

"recharge!! clear"  Wait? You step out of forest. Somehow you end up in familiar place? Ikebukuro. The city is dull, not a single person is there...For a while you're walking. Kida. Celty. Jean. Nick. Troy. Shizuo. All are smiling, smiling at you, showing the way out of this emptiness. There on the end of street. There is a light in which street blends in. It's inviting you, it's calling. Run! Run forwards it, expand your arms in freedom that you can feel when the wind is messing with your hair. Now you're so close. But before you enter you turn around one last time, last time to see this magnificent city, which gave you so much to remember. This is it! You do not know what awaits, but it sure feels like you should keep walking, walking into the light. One least breath.

"[f/n]....chan" is it coming from the light?

"you too?" no...it's coming from behind.

"you're leving too" huh? you glance at the person which is talking to you?

"Izaya?" Suddenly you turn around. There is he. Izaya...

He is gazing at you. His eyes seem so tense. What do you do now...?

"[f/n] stay" 

"come with me" you do not want to stay. Rather eternal life in heaven than on this void place.

"It's not my time yet" he looks away, like he's trying to hide his expression. Emotion which showed up on his face.

"You have to choose" again he gazes at your eyes with a smirk.

"I-I'm sorry Izaya" one step forwards. One step further, further from him. You're about to leave it behind. All the pain and suffering which you experienced in life. There will be no more, no more of that. Looks like heaven does exists. You can hear...he is walking away. He knows. That it's over.

"[f/n]?" quietly Izaya lets out. He can feel how you're pulling his jacket.

"I left you before. But I won't leave this time. Not this time" he embraces you, pulling you closer to his body. His sweet smell, his touch, his warmth...

"look" he whisperes. You glance at the light which begin to change into different shades. Fire bumps out. You can feel the sorrow, you can feel the suffering. That's not how heaven is described? Were you meant to go to hell?

"recharge! clear" huh? Did he just stabbed you? you shiver in shock. Falling.