Snake[Izaya X Reader]

Pain

How did it end up like this...

Anxiety, pressure, dissapointment...

The emotions of being betrayed, refused in your existence. Now you understand. Understand that he refused to be loved. You want to give up, but it seems so hard to let it go. You know that there's no point in trying when your comrades started to get hurt.

"I give up Izaya... I give up on you." You slightly smile, embracing your pain.

"boss your clothes" everyone already left, only Jean remained. He hands over clean clothes in which you change on the street since it's empty.

"Let's go home." He places his jacket around you until you approach the car in which he takes you home, advising you to take a rest.

Taking a shower is the first thing you do after arriving home. The water runs, washing away the blood.

Why have you done it?  

Why? A strong feeling of emptiness inside of you starts to fill with sorrow.  

"Weren't we friends?" You bump against the wall with your hand. 

why do I feel so damn broken!  Being used to people like him, the ones who leave and betray. But for the first time there's something about that specific person...Broken pride and trust, lost hope to be safe and sound.There's nothing more, nothing less. Only that suppressed wish. But there is no other choice then to move on. Responsibility...no place for selfishness.

But I won't let this build up inside of me  ...  

I won't let this build up inside of me ...

............

-Izaya p.o.v-

"lay him here!" his vision is dizzy, while is his mind in state of muddle. Fortunately he was able to call Celty before passing out.

"He lost too much of blood!" all the sounds are slowly slipping away, everything...everything seems to sink into the dark. 

......

He woke up, lying in bed. His back is once again in pain, even the smallest movement makes his scars to itch.  

"In what have you involved this time?" asks Shinra which is standing at the door. 

"in something I should not have" with struggle he takes a seat.

"but I ended it so it's all fine now" as he leans back on bed headboard.  

what have you done!! typs Celty on her phone which in anger rushs in room.  

Shizuo told me everything!!

how could you!! 

Izaya starts to snigger, but sore pain and aching prevents him to jeer.

"what have he done?" Shinra asks cheerfully in his interest.

he betrayed and put [f/n] in danger!! she shows him a fist, but Shinra holds her back in his laughter.

we should let him bleed out! Since she couldn't beat him up, she rather left the room in her frustration.  

"oh my why is she so upset about it?" Izaya says in his sarcastic laughter. 

"I don't know. But why have you done it?" 

"just business nothing personal" 

"look at your face" Shinra is laughing at Izayas bruised face, he's mean without realising it.