Snake[Izaya X Reader]

Long term memory

everyone burst in laughter...

What's up with that?

"same as usual" notes Troy. But soon he goes quiet, you're too serious.

"huh?"

"is this for real?" Blonde guy is visibly shattered, somehow terrified that you don't recognise him.

"amm..[f/n]...do you know why you end up here?" Troy takes a seat beside you, trying to find out what is going on.

"No..."

"Kida. Do you know who's Kida?" blankly you're staring at him with brows up. Why is he asking you these questions? Should you know who's Kida?

"No I don't" no memory to recall, no starting point. But by blondes reaction you can conclude that he's the one called Kida.

"amm...is name Shi" Jean interrupts.

"Troy" he implies him to have a private chat out of room. For a while are Troy, Jean, Donnie and new guy talking. Are they trying to hide something? They return back with doctor.

"I'll ask you a few questions" Doc is holding a notepad in his hands, as he begins to ask questions.

"what do you remember about an accident?" what do you remember.....

"nothing..." blurry motions which make no sense....did they happen before, during an accident or even before it?

"I see. Do you remember anything before it happen?" it's weird, you can't even remember how it came to an accident, events which led to it.

"Not really"

"Mhm. Mhm. Do you remember anything else??" you can't distinguish clearly what happened. It makes no sense, vague images of crowd...streets...places...it's like they never happened. Like they are part of your imagination, dreams, clips that you had seen.

"Well some indistinct moments, pictures....It's like...like I know something and I'm right about to remember...but I can't...and than it... Well....it dissapears and I completly lost sight of memory"

"and...some unclear pictures, clips. They make no sense, I'm not sure if they really happened or it's part of my imagination"

"so what is the last clear memory that you can think of?"

"uff....Nick was with me. He helped me to move in, after that he stayed a bit, then he left back to Itabashi" a fun ride to new part of Tokyo. Nick was with you when you stopped in a fine neighborhood, in front of adress which you had been searching for.

"The day you moved in Ikebukuro?" Jean includes.

"yes. Nice apartment, nice surrounding. I don't really remember what I was doing those days. I just know I have had some free days. A day or two. And...data....I was searching for data"

"oh God" Troy puts hand over mouth, rather staying quiet. Doctor glances at present people.  

"does any of you know when that happen?" doctor notices shocked faces.

"that was...nine months ago" Jean finally says, trying to hide his concern.

"wha!?....huh!?" confused, shocked, scared.

"I'm serious..."

"That so.....you'll get appropriate therapy. But I can't ensure you that you'll recall your memories. However, memories tend to return like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, these bits and pieces return in random order. As you said yourself...Sometimes you can't really divide them apart from your imagination"