Hold on JackABoy

Chapter 6-Swimming? Pt 1

I woke up looking at the ceiling. Strange.. It didn't feel like the bed I was usually in. I looked around and saw a coffee table and the TV. Oh yeah I fell asleep on the couch. I looked around for Mark but he was nowhere to be seen. I slowly got up and stretched. I walked toward the kitchen first since it was closest to me. But he wasn't there. I slowly head toward his room. The door was half way opened and I looked in. Mark was in there alright but he wasn't wearing cloths. His back was facing toward me and I could see his arse. I blushed but then covered my eyes "M-mark" I gulped shielding my eyes and blushing. "AAH- JA-JACK?! " he covered him self
"I-IM -IM SO SORRY YOU HAD TO uhh see that?.." He said rubbing the back of his neck while holding a pillow in front of his boy. I smiled. He blushed but then remembered to say something. "I uhh was getting some swim trunks on I was thinking we'd go swimming today!" I agreed and smiled. "Sure let me just go brush my teeth and take my Medicine." I gave him a goofy smile as I walked into the bathroom. As I was brushing my teeth, I felt the uncomfortableness of the cuts again. "Fuck" I said. I can't go swimming?! What was I thinking? It'll look weird if I go in with a long sleeve shirt. "Fuck fuck fuck" I said followed by me spitting out my toothpaste and dry swallowing my pill after rinsing out the tooth paste. I devised a plan and walked to Mark's room. I knocked. "Are ye decent?" I half yelled. "Come in." He chimed. I opened my eyes and walked in. I looked down and rubbed my neck feeling "ashamed". "I'm sorry Mark. I'd really love to go swimming but I forgot my bathing suit..." I looked up at him trying to make it seem convincing.
"Hmmm that's ok jack!" Few. I'm safe to- " You can borrow one of mine!" He said all excitedly. He handed me a black bathing suit trunk and I walked away mentally face palming myself. I got changed and looked in the mirror. You could see the cuts clear as day, they were a deep red and all puffy. I put on as many bracelets as I could but the majority of them were on the upper half of my arms so I could of just worn my jumper with the sleeves pulled up a little like always. "Ugh why did I ignore my mental note to not go down any further?" I hit my head on the mirror. "Uggggh" I didn't know what to do my heart was pounding.
"Jack I'll see you out by the pool!!" I heard him walk away from my door. I sighed while padding over to my luggage. I put on a long sleeve shirt and looked in the mirror. Looks normal I guess. "Yeah for right before normal people take off the shirt to jump in."
I sat on the edge of the bed. "Ugghh" I put my head in my hands. "What am I going to do..."