Jacks POV
There wasn't much to talk about on the ride home, which kinda hurt. He didn't really talk to me and I wasn't sure why. All I could think about was him hating me.
"I wish you'd just go bloody kill yourself! Like-like your stupid friend!!" Henry yelled. My mum had left to go pick up my medication so I could be happy. Henry always takes it out on me. He blames me. He loves my mum so much but he hates me.
He slammed the door and stormed out. I was curled up in the corner of my room knees to my chest. "He hates me.." I shook.I noticed I've had a flashback and quickly wiped the tear away.
"Are you ok Jack?" Mark asked. He must've noticed.
"Y-yeah I'm fine," I pushed out like normal.
He sighed and turned his gaze back to the road. Once we pulled into the drive way I got out as quickly as possible and sped walked into the house.
I ran to my room and locked the door. I grabbed my medication and took it hoping it would kick in before the next flashback. I sat on my bed and counted to 10 to steady my breathing. It was becoming harder to focus."Ok mum love you too see you tomorrow!" I said and then hung up my phone. My mum became a speaker around Ireland to help stop kids from committing suicide. Its been years since Jeremy passed. He would of been 15 with me. I was cut off from the door to my room opening.
"You son of a bitch!" He yelled at me.
"You do realized you just called the women you love a bitch right? By saying that I am the son of a-"
He threw the bear bottle at my head it shattered on the wall.
"Because of you and your stupid friend, your mother is more active with stopping some suicidal brats from dying then she is with me!" He spat out. Ever since he moved in he's been using me as his own personal stress ball, sometimes even punching bag.
He took a few steps toward me..
"Watch it Bub" I yelled.
"I've got 999 on speed dial!"
He chuckled.
"Now now boy you wouldn't want to cause a scene would you? Besides you and me both know you don't got it in you to make that call you know. Deep down that you're not worth it and you fear taking time out of their day." He smirked knowing he's right..
I slowly put my phone down and he stepped closer to me kicking my phone behind me. He got down on my level to look me in the eye. "You're nothing," He spat in my face. I had enough years of him beating me and telling me I'm useless. I punched him right in the eye. He stood up holding his face and chuckled through his hands. "Oh you're in for it now!" He came at me with great force pushing me to the ground and pinning me down. He punched me in the face so I wouldn't try to move. I reached for my phone but I couldn't get it. He dug into his pocket and pulled out his lighter and brought it down to my face. Pulling his thumb down on the gear starting the flame. He pushed it toward my face to where I could just feel the heat.
'Oh what happened to my poor baby Jack?' She'll Ask and all I'll say is 'Dear I caught him trying to smoke and when I went to grab the lighter he pulled it up burning his face' and she'll be so disappointed in you..like she always is." He began to lower it.
"HEY SIRI CALL 999!!" I yelled. In the distance my phone started ringing for the police. "NO" Henry jumped off me and lunged for the phone but the call was made. "HELP HELP HELP HES TRYING TO HURT ME" I screaming hoping they can hear me. I run to the bathroom and lock the door. Then a loud noise. He was trying to break the door down. 'bang bang bang' I held my hands above me cowering in the corner. I really fucked up this time.'Bang bang bang' was all I could hear. I was shaking so bad. The door finally busted open. "PLEASE DON'T HURT ME!!" I scream "PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'M SORRY I'M SO SO SORRY PLEASE DON'T HURT ME!!"
"Jack I'm not going to hurt you." I felt arms around me and I jumped back "Please don't please."
But there was no pain it was just a hug? I look down and see Mark hugging me. "Ma-Mark.." he looked up. I couldn't help it, I felt so weak. Tears started rolling down my face. I fell into his embrace and cried. "I'm sorry Mark I'm so sorry." he just hugged me. "Its ok Jack. I'm here. No one's going to hurt you."
I cried for so long but I still felt weak and soon I felt nothing._______________
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