Jacks POV
"MARK!" I jumped. Diving head first into the icy water. I was drowning and I was ok with it. I opened my eyes and noticed everything was happening so slow. I watched as Mark began drifting away. I breathed out remembering I must save him. Bubbles rushed from my mouth and up to the top. I needed more oxygen. I looked up and slammed my hands against the water trying to push my self above the current. I emerged instantly shivering. I gasped for air and looked under trying to find Mark once again. Once I located him I grabbed as much air as I could and pushed myself down with great speed. I kicked frantically trying to grab him. He was floating and it just felt like we were in space. Once I got to him I tucked my arms under his and pulled him up. I wasn't strong enough.. I kicked with all my might and eventually I got both our heads above water. I struggled to keep his head above the water as I tried to get us to shore. I laid him down on the shore and put my ear to his heart. Nothing. "Mark please.." I started giving him compressions but I wasn't quiet sure how to do it right. I plugged his nose and blew air into his lungs and finished compressions.. it was working. I got fed up and started crying. "YOU CANT DIE!" I yelled slamming my fist on his chest. I lowered my forehead onto his chest and continued sobbing. "Its my fault..." I cried out. "Its all my fault!" During my sobs I heard a gurgle followed by a few coughs.....he's breathing he's going to be ok. I watch his chest move up slowly and fall. I pulled my waterproof IPhone 7 out of my pocket. "And the said this was jackless" I chuckled to try and lighten the mood. I dialed 999 and hung up, realizing my mistake. I called 911.
"Please help... my boy- my boy friend accidentally tripped and fell off a bridge. He's breathing now but he wasn't for a while... Linkin Bridge I think... yeah it says it on the bridge.. thank you please hurry" I hung up and looked back down at Mark.
"You're going to be ok" I whispered
I blinked. Tears rolling down my eyes. Another flashback. I sat there rocking back and fourth in the corner of the new hotel's bathroom, cuts going up my legs and arms. Watching the blood slowly drip off my skin onto the tile creating a crimson puddle.
I hugged my knees tighter and sighed dropping my head into the creases my knees have made.
"I'm worthless."
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