||The Wounds||

•The feelings of an angel•

"NO! PLEASE! For god sake leave me!"I shout trying to get away from his hands,his dirty hands.

"Where do you think you are going? Come here you bitch!"He said putting me back again under him.  "You will be mine now and forever. I swear! You will never get rid of me."

"No! No!" I shout as I woke up.Oh it was just a stupid nightmare.

"Lucy are you okay?"I heard a voice beside me.  No it wasn't just a nightmare it was real. This monster raped me.

"NO! PLEASE DON'T HURT ME AGAIN!" I shout trying to handle crying. I was with no underwears so I couldn't escape.

"Lucy I'm sorry! I---"He started saying when I cut him off.

"You are sorry , really? You are a psycho, I loved you and you....you abused with me. How many times have you done this thing to other girls? I heard you calling me in different names. What kind of human are you?" I wanted to slap him so fucking hard but I was afraid of him.

"Lucy I'm so sorry! I have problems a lot of problems."He said punching his head like a child.

"What kind of problems can a guy like you have? Maybe you are a maniac or a murder? What haven't you told me?" I was having millions of feelings and if I had a gun I would have killed him right now I swear.

"Just listen!" He said touching my arm and coming closer.

"No! Don't you dare touch me Alex! Please let me go! I won't tell anybody what happened but just let me go..."

"Okay. But please I need you to listen me and explain you everything when you be ready!"

"I don't want to see you not now or tomorrow, never. Just leave me alone and don't disturb me anymore."I said and covered myself with the linen took my clothes and ran away downstairs.

I'm finally free and away from that monster. I ran quickly inside my house trying not to disturb the others when suddenly I heard my grandma voice.

"Lucy, dear! Where were you all night? You scared me! Thank god! I didn't called your parents because I didn't wanted to scared them ,too." My grandma said having a worried look.

"Oh granny! Sorry I was at Emily's house and I forgot to call you. We had a sleepover there with the other girls."I said giving her a hug and a fake smile as I ran upstairs. My sister was still sleeping so I went quickly to the bathroom to get rid of this dirty. His dirty!

I was watching myself in the mirror, I look into the  reflection  to see a girl. A girl that doesn't seems to look like me. My blonde hair looks messy and flat. My face looked so ugly and my eyes were red and tired. My body was full of scars and  hickeys. Uh that's so dirty and nasty.

I undressed and opened the hot water as I slowly put myself into the bath. I let the drops of water fall slowly into my skin burning it, as I let a tear fall down I couldn't handle the others. I was remembering what he DID. I trusted him, I fucking trusted him so badly and I fall for him. I'm such a stupid, stupid! My friends were right about him especially Evan and I didn't believed him.  Because I was blinded and fooled by love.  I was a fool falling for him. Grandpa, I trusted him. Please take me, take me with you to enjoy the heaven like you are doing. I've heard that there you can't feel anything only happiness. I bowed to pick up the razor that was covered under the bath. I put that there in cased I needed it and to keep it away from my sister.

1 cut, 2 cuts, 3 cuts.....the blood started dripping from the thigh to the hot clear water. I cried as I washed away all my dirty and blood. I did one cut for each pain he gave me Yesterday. I turned the water off trying to leave everything pass with the water. I made my way to get dressed and to get ready for the day. I dressed in a pair of black shorts and a black Nirvana t-shirt. I dried my hair and put them into a messy bun. No more tears lets get ready for a new day. I took my phone to call Emily and Emma to go out for a walk and to forget it for a little bit.

"Hey!" I heard Emily voice from the other line."Where have you been girl, we miss you!"

"Hey! I miss you all too! What do you think for a walk you, me and Emma 19:00?"

"Good idea! What about Nora?"

"Okay, call her too! So what's new?"

"Did you knew that Evan's kiss was just a bet between guys....I mean the kiss he gave to Nora!"

"WTF? Really? How is she feeling?"

"Heartbroken of course! Even though she likes Ricky that kiss changed her points with Evan if you know what I mean."

"Yeah I know he is such an asshole! But did they fixed things?"

"Not yet! But Evan is preparing something for her to take a forgiveness."

"Yeah, yeah! Guys."

"Pff guys."

"Anyway see you love.Bye!"

"Bye!"

"Don't forget to call the girls okay?"

"Yeah, yeah don't worry I will."

She is such a sweetheart of and poor Nora. She is sweet and I like her but really she doesn't deserve this bet. I think she is falling for Evan right now. She totally is.

"Uh look who is here!"I heard a voice behind me. It was Annabel.

"Hey you little monkey! So are you feeling better now?"I asked.

"Yeh way more better. Where were you last night?"

"I was at Emily's house. We had a sleepover there with other girls."

"But you said you were going to meet Alex?"

"Yeah I know but he was busy and in that moment Emily called me for the sleepover."

"Ah okay! What are you doing today?"

"I'll go out with girls, why?"

"Can I come?" In that moment I remembered that Emily doesn't know anything about the sleepover and if Annabel talk she will ruin everything. So better no.

"No better no another time. Okay monkey?"

"Okay! Like always." She said and left.

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Here is the new chapter after he raped her! Hope you enjoy it!
THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME HAPPY AND PROUD!