||The Wounds||

•Faded Colors•

Heyoo guys! This is one of the hardest chapters i've been working on these past months. Hold on your seats people because this week's chapter is going to be something really heart felt and i loved writing it so much! Oh and i have a big surprise for you!!!Learn it by finding the "Black letters" You will find them very easily i promise. After you find out comment it down below what is the meaning of them! <3 <3 Thank you for being such amazing readers and i'm so proud for having you all.
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•Faded Colors• 🌈🌈

"Here is ma girl!"Emily shout coming toward me.

"Holly shit! Lucy you bitch!Where have you been this past days? What's wrong with that face dah?"Emma said. And there was Nora standing there in her silent moments.

"Hey Lucy!"She said waving at me, she really looked down. But not as down as i am feeling.

"Hey girls! I missed you!"I said giving a bear hug to three of them, for real i totally missed them and i needed this hug so badly. To cheer me up at least.

"So what's new?" Emily asked full of curiosity. Uh what's new?! That Alex raped me last night and i lost my virginity because of him. That's the new thing but i can't fucking tell it.

"Uh nothing special. I spent some times with Annabel and thats all."I answered."From you girls?"

"Evan's kiss was a lie!"Nora shout."I'm imaging it how much they have laughed."

"No don't say that. I know him like for ages and he would never do that. I mean break someones heart."I said trying to calm her down. I mean that i'm the one who broke his heart with my stupid mind. Stupid mind.Now he will get in trouble because of me.

"I don't think so."She said. I was going to continue the conversation when suddenly i received a message.

"Sorry! One second."I said and checked out my phone. It was from Alex, now what?

"HELLo! Honey i miss you so fucking badly, come over to have another amazing night together. You will NEVER get rid of me. I have some pictures from our romantic night yesterday where you look happy while i was fucking you. So don't you dare say a WORD. Here enjoy them!Oh and i'm watching you.Be careful if you really love your friends and you don't want anything bad to happen to them. Right?"

That message totally shocked me and the pictures were so awful. God why? Why?

"Lucy are you okay?"Emma asked."You look pale like you have seen a ghost."

"I'm okay don't worry."I said. Oh god he is here. He is coming toward us, smirking and laughing. (Everything was an illusion from her mind)

"HE... He IS HERE! NO PLEASE NO!"I shout hiding myself under the table.

"Lucy what are you saying?"Emily asked shocked.

"He... is going to hurt me, again! Please stay away from me, please!"I shout in pain. He was there laughing with me and suddenly i started to remember once again the night before. He fucking raped me so hard.

"Are you okay, miss?"He asked.

"No, go away!"I shout once again.

"Lucy what are you saying?"Emma asked coming under to get me.

"He....he--"I was cut off.

"He is just the waiter!"Nora shout.

"Sorry boy, but we better leave."