||The Wounds||

||Who are you Lucy Green?||

||Who are you Lucy Green?||

Have you ever been in love? Have you ever been crazy for someone? Have you ever had a crush for more than 7 years? Thats what happened between me and Evan. From best friends we went something more... He always used to love me and take care of me! When i was feeling down , broken or happy. I chosed the wrong person, the wrong lover. I got the lesson but now it's too late to go back to make things undone.

After that great night i had with Evan i decided to go back home because i couldn't handle to face Beth everyday. I mean i had S*X with her son.

I don't deserve anything!I've been acting like a bitch these past months, i am a disaster. I huge one. I broke somebody heart and after i said i loved him. I pushed him away because of that other and i took him back when i was left alone. Shame on you Lucy Green! Shame!

"Lucy! Hey Lucyy!"I heard my sister calling making my thoughts leave.

"Yes, Ann!?"I asked still having those thoughts in mind.

"What are you thinking?"She asked.

"Nothing interesting! Just how happy i have been these two weeks."I said grinning.

"Yes, you are right! I'm happy for having you back sis!"She said giving me a huge hug.

"I'm happy, too my dear!"I said giving her a forehead kiss.

"No,sleep and calm down we will talk later."She said making her way toward the door.

"Okay, Ann! Thank you!"I said smiling.

"Anytime sibling!"She said and closed the door.

I can't do this anymore! I can't....I

The phone rang.It was Evan.

"Hey, pineapple! Whats up?"He said from the other line.

"Nothing, special! I was going to sleep."I said.

"Oh,really? I'm sorry! Sweet dreams we can talk later!"He said making some kisses sounds.

"Bye! Kisses."I said laughing as i hang up the phone.

Let me tell you the truth! I can't do this anymore....I can't! I'm hurting him and the others! That stupid list was a reason to escape from this awful reality. I needed it! I haven't taken my medicines for days and i'm getting worst everyday.

I disappointed you grandpa a lot. I disappointed my parents, the ones i love and care more. I disappointed my grandma! I'm a freaking loser grandpa, a freaking loser. I fell for the wrong person and he used me for his benefits. I ran away from my true love to escape with another man. My friends have been there everyday for me but i wasn't there when they needed me. I wasn't there when Evan's parents got divorced, i wasn't there when Emma lost her sister and i wasn't there when Emily broke down for Adam. I never cared for Alan or even Adam. I've always been a selfish and arrogant. I only cared about me and who i was. I always played the victim after my grandpa's death, like i was the only person with problems.

I don't deserve such a great friends or better say this big and wonderful family beside me. Who are you Lucy Green? Who? NO ONE! NO ONE! Just a terrible monster, a stupid blonde with nice face and ugly body. You are disgusting. (She said watching herself in the mirror.)

"You are a freak!"She shouts as the mirror broke down in pieces being thrown to the ground like heavy rain.

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Hey guys here is the new chapter! I hope you like it! And one to go + epilogue and it's finished. 
*crying* It was a great experience for me to write this book. Once again thank you for everything, for your sweet comments and messages. Thank you for 7K reades. 
I'm so sorry that this one is short but the other one will be way more longer. 
Remember if you are not smiling you are doing it wrong! 
Kisses xoxo. 
Stay tune for the last chapter.