At Your Best(Completed)

Part 24.

Two Weeks Later

Today Sahin is leaving for Syracuse, I'm honestly so sad that my bestfriend is leaving me. I been tearing up and shit, I'm going to LIU Brooklyn that a whole 4 hours away yo I don't know what I'm gone do without him. He real shit my bodyguard, like i'm 5'0" barely 120lbs I need protection from these demons out here. "Alright Sahin come on we have to go before we late for check-in." his mom said getting in their truck. He was talking to his other close friend James, and I was clearly being a big ass baby because I started crying again so I just started walking back home. Even though I heard his heavy footstep I continued to walk, I don't usually cry in front of people or in public at all so I just wanted to get back home and rewatch 'Being Mary Jane' on Netflix. "Come here." he pulled me into a hug and I literally broke down, like it's way more behind Sahin and I's friendship than we portray. And if we're being honest I think I have minor feelings for him but I ain't bout to just drop that bomb on him right now as he about to leave for school that would be so wrong of me even though I want him to know. When the time is right you know it's all about that timing and I usually have bad timing so I'm not even going to try it. "My big baby." he said hugging me tight then he released me and kissed my forehead as he always did. "I'm only gone be gone for two weeks then i'll be back for the 4th of July and then I'll be gone again for another 4 weeks so it wont be that bad I promise." he spoke. "Okay." "Don't be sad alright? Once you leave in a few weeks then it wont be so bad cause you gone be trying to get situated as well." "You're right, i'll be fine. Just call me once you get situated." I spoke pulling him into another hug. "Of course T-Cakes" he headed back to his driveway then got in the backseat and they pulled off.