-India's POV-
I don't have anything to say to him to honest, I wasn't surprised to find him getting a lap dance with her.. I'm hurt about the fact that it's suppose to be our anniversary and he was pretty much spending it with his friends and that damn PiggyPinkee bitch. If he wanted to come to Miami with his friends he could of came with out me, he didn't have to use our anniversary as an excuse to come down here. I would of been happier at my house in my bed and him on the couch or better yet, his brother house. I heard him but I ain't taking sorry as an apology no more, all this nigga ever says is im sorry im sorry.. No nigga I'm sorry for even believing you're sorry and actually meaning it. So you know what, fuck him.. For ruining everything. I'm ready to go home anyways so the sooner we get outta here the sooner I have a better chance of getting away from him.
I walked back out the bathroom and got back into bed, He tried again to put his arm around me and I nicely pushed it off me but he put it back and held onto my waist tight. I reached back and pushed his face, he looked at me in shock and I rolled my eyes and layed back down. "What the fuck is your problem woman? I tried apologizing and I'm tryna to make it up to you but yo ass being stubborn." He semi-yelled jerking me around so I was looking at him. I was in shock and alittle scared, I guessed he realized it and he let me go and went to put his shoes on, he put on his sweat shirt and walked out the room. I just sat there and shook my head. "Df, this nigga must be on his period this week." I said to my self I texted Tariq and told him everything that had and just happened. Of course he was awoke and called me. I told him EVERYTHING and then he called Sean on three-way. And he answered on the sixth ring. "What bruh?" he said "Ayy man you good?" Tariq asked back "Yea what India told you?" "Everything." "Damn" he more so mumbled then said into the phone. I stayed quiet. "Go back to the room bruh and try not to kill each other before y'all get back home ight." He said seriously. "Ok TikTik" I said "India?" Sean said sounding shocked. I said goodnight to Tariq and hung up. Five minutes later Sean walked back into the room, he sat in the chair across from the bed and just stared at me
I stared back at him and it was quiet.
"Can you please just say something, you driving me crazy woman, I don't know what exactly is got you this damn mad at me, I understand I fucked up yes, but for you to not be saying nothing it's gotta be something else wrong" he asked with a questioning face. "Nope" I said back "So can you tell me what's wrong then?" ...."If you wanted to come here to chill with you friends you could of just left me at home, I was obviously in the way. You didn't have to drag me along acting like you brought me here for us when really you was just trying to chill with yo homeboys. And then you keeping secrets" I said shaking my head. "I did bring you here for us, I didn't know they was there till we got inside. and I wouldn't leave you home for 3 days while I down here having fun I wanted you to enjoy yo self too. What secrets?" "Yea whatever, I guess we know who really had fun huh? You is the biggest mutha fucking king pin in Florida nigga that secret, why do you live in New York? Yea I know before we started talking you was handling your business but I didn't know you was basically in the same position as my brother.. then all the trips and crap,I was like is this nigga cheating on me?" He was in complete shock. But he wouldn't show it, he just sat there looking me dead in my eyes. "I wanted to tell you at the beach today.. but I ain.'t know how you was gone react and I ain't wanna cause I scene. I been wanting to tell you but I wanted to keep you safe ight there's nigga all around Florida and New York that wanna take me out. So yea." "Well then.. that's all I needed to hear." I said I layed back down. "I love you India."
A/N: So I was going to submit this last night, but then I realized that I accidently was writing it as a character of Enemies. smh So I had to go back and forth getting it all situated, but here's a lil something to keep the book going, remember to vote and keep reading, thanks to all the readers that got my book to over 1k. And is voting y'all are much appreciated. -Shan
A/N (02/05/24): I'm going back through this book and it a freaking mess. I am so sorry. I wrote this book almost 10 years ago that is insane. BUT whether you're a first time reader, or a re-reader (el oh el). I am going to fix this book. I'm trying to reread through each part and make corrections. I can definitely see my age in these chapters from when I was 16 to now. Continue to bare with me as I get all this situated.
- XOXO
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/7469981-288-k90278.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
At Your Best(Completed)
JugendliteraturIndia is trying her best to get through her new lifestyle. She meets Sean along the way and now she has an distraction. Will her best be enough to live through such a foreign lifestyle or will she fine her way through it and make something new out o...