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Why do we have to be cold hearted to the ones we know
once loved us the most?
why do we have to ignore
that it's best to be in
reality with them?
why do we still calm ourselves when they're there for us
tho thoughts are
already violent about them?
why wouldn't we believe
what's their love for us truly is?
hella feelings they don't even
barely can believe some,
they barely feel them,
& they barely even know them
or think about them.
days became quickly called memories,
I think people's hands got also dirtier.

I wish you had to spend
your night with me not for fun.
I wish you came to cover all my sins you've sensed and created, and tell me even after all that; you
still want me here.

I knew I loved you too well
to stay alone.
I knew you loved us way too
well to stay so cold.
cause sometimes you only see the rain from a side of your house,
a part of the full imagine.
But you forget about the whole place surrounding you and
the other 50 windows watching.

Don't worry, I knew I stole your love,
I got it for me.
Don't worry darling,
I kept it safe in my pocket.

you told me that I'm useless to you,  that's why I couldn't spend
time with you and have fun.
but did you forget that I kept you for becoming officially 'mine' ?
I wanted you with my heart,
my mind and all my
senses spoke and proved that.

I am nothing but surviving  now, could've been dead without you.

My mum would have a pity on me and my bestfriend would talk about our past days.
I'm still thankful
I can handle everything.
Because,
I love you.

-ClaryElvis

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