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you found me,
and I thought I set you free,
you found me,
as I sold my heart
and you broke it
it became shattered
& thinner than paper,
it's ain't mine anymore,
so let it be.
I sold my heart,
with no money,
you never cared
about the hurtful screams,
cause it doesn't
feel as horrible as it seems.
I guess you found that, funny.

whenever I heard
your favorite songs,
I felt like screaming
deep out of my lungs.

in that game of two, I was the dumb,
I was the one blamed
no matter what this would cause.

life blessed me with your direction,
I guess i was wrong,
I wanna know
when I can finally
give a lasting pause,
because in the finish line,
there's always me and you,
who's gonna loose, just one of us two.

I don't want the " us " to loose,
even if love directions
had thousand rules,
and if I'm obeying
one without me knowing,
I hope it would not
make me regret memories,
only reminding me that we're fools.

I cried, I wish something

in you could change.
you wrapped my body
in chain.
and god, it's like it never lasts.

now I'm the one
needing to escape,
now? I'm not
the one to make you glad,
no, I'm the one
who's proud to fade,
I can smell freedom,
& I can't wait.

I understand your hatred,
I know I'm not the one,
I understand how
I'm complicated,
I knew u chose wrong,
don't be afraid
to use your tongue,
you know it's your
best killing gun,
I'm done,

don't wait for me
to wake you up,
at six and for work,
when the sun comes,
don't wait for 
 the cheeks of mine that
loves to blush. 

our last time, my touch was my goodbye.

forget all of me, in our last dance.

-ClaryElvis

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