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Dear Travis
how are you?
I miss you so much, I come back drunk by every night I
spend out not sleeping at all..
Gone are the days that I couldnt sleep in bc I'm laughing about
your cheesy jokes for me.
again,,, dear Travis
do you still remember
my fights with your girlfriend?
I mean.. your bestfriend?
more like... Lover?
I also meant, "wife"?

UGH!
I could've hated her for ruining our happiest moments,
but I didn't.
for your sake, for my sake too.
cause I kept this feeling inside telling me you should keep what
keeps him smile every single day,
till it becomes your  what's so called
" infinite happiness " .

you? you made me go a
fighter for myself.
I didn't ignore you, I ignored her to keep my love for you safe.
and protected well.
It's like she's holding a knife, pointing at your heart, looking at me unmercfully .
I couldn't either save my life already and accept the truth that
she can show you and be
a heavenly way to live, a protector.
Or
your poison too, an ugly killer.
-ClaryElvis

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