I wonder why,
do I still hold on,
when you're not even here,
trying your best to stay near.
i already feel like an old woman,
that is weak and needs a superman 
to quickly cover her with a blanket,
or she'll freeze up by the wind,

I feel like an old woman, 

and I'm so blinded,
to see who's here,
to cover me,
and protect. 

its such a mind torture.

it almost feel like you've stolen
my pillows so I could stay awake
by every night.
I feel like an old woman,
who's clothes are all stolen by you,
and now I'm only afraid,

it's all because you don't dare,
to take care of me.
I feel like an old woman,
that lost her hands,
starring at the ceiling all morning,
because the right hand was
begging you to hope even when
I am about to die sooner,
& because the left hand
was begging you to stay.

and I should've not begged for
the last one.
because your devil screamed madness,
when I touched the wrong love.
And so it went... It left.

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