Why can't we stop a vision of reality?
The bullied papers thrown at me?
I want my dreams to stop.
And go through all nightmares,
And all the hell above.

A grown up girl
in a childish room,
waking up early only to go to school.

I don't get why my heart's aching,
Is it about the emptiness I'm facing?

I was made of mum's disappointment,
and dad's rule of roughness agreements,
All my life I starved a place
Under the moon light,
A great breathing sight.

I'm a victim my parents complain to when
they're mad,
I'm the one they
like to stab.

I hated every hug that became a story of an emotion mad flood.

Red eyes are secrets
of a hidden dead soul,
red eyes are Weak.
speaks of every first
choice I hoped Id be.

I do let you control me,
while I know
Romio and Juliet ended up poorly.
I became your tramp,
the one u said looking " a crap ".
I can see u leaving town,
I can feel my memories ripped out.

Thank you for ensuring me my own worth,
thank you for letting
me believe our love is just a curse.
I don't know the feeling
I enjoy the burst.

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