the nowhere of believers.

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if only I had someone
that would speak to you,
about how hopeless I am becoming
whenever I couldn't resist
that the time is easily passing
and everything is
twisting to the wrong place while
you don't know that the time wouldn't change my mind about you like  forever isnt too much time for me to love you and I would stay in love with you waiting for your words till we die. 

I missed that sweet touch of yours
as I remember how
I welcomed you with the eyes
of hello senses first,
and how I wished that nothing would
stop us from the pure feeling
that didn't stop to no ends.

I'm dying to be your every day light.
I just wanted to wake you up
with the feeling of warmth,
and protection.

You might don't know
who am I talking to,
But you know who I'm
sending this to,
I was in your fairy tails,
and you crushed mine every day.

I knew you didn't care much,
but I'm begging you to
remember who we are,
this fairytale bullshit,
And what does that
make you feel like?

I beg you to know
what were aiming for,
here's your eyes glowing
and your smile is giving me a life,
giving me a reminder to stop a moment, and think.
what was that for? , my lover?

You hate that you want me too sometimes, don't you?

just tell me about my future..
The presence and how
to respond as well.

Do you think I should smile back?
Do you think I should be shy?
Do you think I should stare blankly?
What's the best choice?

I'm so into you,
and you know when it happens,
I don't know what to do anymore.

So give me a chance
to randomly take a choice.
and show me if there's any good
to cry over what passed between us, fight for me.
you were worth it, I love you.

-ClaryElvis