Black Vow ~ Fanfiction

Miku ~ chap 24

I opened my eyes to see a bright light. The last thing I remember was Rin saying "I love you" and my pain stopping. I couldn't see anything but I could tell that a person was standing over me. My eyes focused and I saw Rin, as beautiful as she always was smiling sadly at me. 

"I came here to stop you Miku." She said her voice cracking. "You don't belong here, yet."

I frowned confused, "Where am I?"

Rin pointed over to my right and I glanced over to see large golden gates, one side openly towards us slightly. "That is the entrance to heaven. I grew up there. But I never belonged. Now I get to explore a new part of heaven that I never was allowed in because it was only for humans that had passed."

"What do you mean..?" I was so confused and trying to grasp onto her words because I felt that I was leaving for some reason.

"You were my angel Miku, only a human and yet to my eyes you were the only real angel in the three worlds. I never was a real angel, but you are. I love you Miku. I want you to be happy, even if you aren't happy with me. Live a life with Len. Have children. Grow old together. Love each other." Rin's eyes were started to glaze over in tears and I felt my own eyes fill knowing that whatever was happening was terribly sad. 

"But... I died. Kaito shot me because he loved you and Len took me from you." I managed to say.

Rin shook her head a tear coming loose and falling down her porcelain cheek. "I saved you Miku. That is one thing angels can do, give their life to save another. Go back to Earth. I did this for you." She turned and began to walk towards the golden gate and I yelled her name and reached for her.

My eyes snapped open and I sat up scaring Len who still held me in his arms. Kaito was kneeling close by sobbing and clutching something to his chest. Len wrapped his arms around me again without a word pulling me against him his forehead resting on my shoulder and I looked around wildly. 

I pulled away from him though and stood up noticing that my dress was stained and ruined with my own blood, though my pain and my wound were gone. I looked up into the blue sky, as blue as Rin's eyes, and noticed sparkles drifting up into the air.

"How dare you!" I yelled. "How dare you leave me?! How dare you take your own life to save mine?!" I crumpled to the ground my throat hoarse and my tears overflowing. Len stepped forward and knelt beside me putting his hand on my shoulder as I sobbed into my gloved hands. Never again would I come to this park and see Her smiling face. Never again would I be able to walk past a church without seeing the angels statues and know that angels are real and that one loved me. 

"Miku," Len whispered, "Look." 

I lifted my face my vision blurry. I blinked away the tears to see a single white feather falling down in front of me, floating just before me. I held out my hand and it fell into my palm. 

"How..?" Kaito whispered. "I have her wings..."

He reached forward as if to take the feather from me but I snatched my hand away. "This is mine." I growled. He was shocked at first but then nodded. 

I married Len. Just like I told Rin I would the last time I saw her alive. We had three beautiful children, but instead of blonde hair like Lens our daughter had a dark blue hair similar to Kaitos, and our sons had my green hair. People asked me a lot about my pendant, it was a clear glass oval with a single white feather inside it. I only smiled and told them that someone who loved me gave it to me in their parting. I never saw Kaito again. I hoped he was well but I had no way of finding out. I lived each day smiling my brightest and being as happy as I could, and at night I cried into Len for the sacrifice that allowed me to live these days. I would meet Rin again someday, when my time had come. but for now I would live my days for her because she's the reason I have them. 

You never know what you have till it's gone.

That's it! I'm sorry it took so long to write the entire thing... I'm a slow writer. I hope you enjoyed it I would love if I could hear some feedback. I know the ending was a little weird but I had to wrap it up somehow. I decided to write this after coming up with the line "Anyone can sign with the devil but only through the help of God can one be an angel" that I had Kaito say. I do not know why but I was very excited about that line and decided to make this fan fiction just so I could have it be used. I had fun writing this though. ^_^ Thank you for reading!