too young for this { harry styles }

Chapter 16.

~A few days later~

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Niall's P.O.V.

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One Direction is the biggest thing that's ever happened to me, and to have Harry leave it, that makes me so upset.

I must admit that management went really out of line.

They didn't have to try and get them broken up. Ivy loves Harry and Harry loves her; they may be quite a few years apart but does that really matter?

No. It doesn't. And Jeff tried to convice me she cheated on Harry.

I know for a fact she wouldn't do such a thing, I bet he blackmailed her.

People say I don't see things, but I do. I know a lot of things.

Liam, Zayn, and Louis don't believe a word of what I say or think. They hate Ivy.

And Harry.

Well, Liam and Zayn don't give a freaking chicken wing and Louis hates them both.

He's not the same. Eleanor doesn't like him much anymore, but she deals because she hopes.

She hopes that one day Harry will rejoin the band or at least become friends with us again.

Being friends with him is very important to me and I don't want to ruin that.

I'm also good friends with Ivy, well used to be.

It makes me so sad that one so happy wished to take their life, and the worst part is she didn't. Now she has to live through life knowing she didn't accomplish her wish.

I haven't talked to Ivy since I left Durango, except for texting her. And Harry, I haven't seen him in person since he broke the news to us.

At first I thought he got a girl pregnant or he had cancer, but he didn't. He was so angry and depressed and it hurts to see one of your friends like that, knowing that there's nothing in the world you can do to change their outlook on the world.

I don't understand what the big fuss is, if he's in love with a 14 year old then so be it! It's him and his life and who cares what the reporters or the media says?

Management makes me so upset because they force us to do a whole lot of crap. Like a week ago I had to take some new Disney girl out for dinner and then to the VMA's

But award shows are the worst. I keep thinking that maybe I'll see Haz there or something for him to win one of his awards, but no. He never goes anywhere. No tour. No award shows. No interviews. No photo shoots.

I think he may be in LA. But no magazines ever have any pictures of him, so who knows. The only way I know if he's dead or not is because he releases music nonstop.

He always has these sad love songs or these things about people being so horrible, but they're quite good.

My band isn't doing too good though. The fans lost their faith and we all miss Harry.

I say my band now because it really isn't One Direction without our curly haired guy.

The last time I talked to him was on his birthday, which was a month and a half ago. I called him and he said that he was busy with some girl.

He acts like he's over her, but not doing anything but having sex with college girls and releasing music that's made for the generally depressed middle aged woman, he obviously isn't too over Ivy.

The only thing I'm scared of is what she is now.

Like what she has become with six months of therapy and rehab.