too young for this { harry styles }

Chapter 17.

2 weeks later

Niall's POV.

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I think I may be the crazy one.

I planned to get Ivy and Harry back together and now I'm making Ivy move in with me and 5SOS.

I guess the plan backfired.

I probably wouldn't have moved in with them if it were just me, I quite like living in London, but Ivy.

Ivy needs help and its obvious.

She's different, and I can't put it any more simpler than that. There are times where she goes blank and gets lost in her dark mind. She'll smile and nod and make smart remarks.

She'll act bitter, yet I know she's faking. She doesn't realize how mental she's become. She's trying to drift away from everyone.

There was a tragic time where that lovely girl once cared too much, and now, now she doesn't seem to care at all. It's like she's blocked everything out except for her own scary thoughts.

I know it isn't my position to help her, but I don't seem to have anything else better to do.

The band is on break for awhile and we don't do anything anyways.

I might as well try and get her back. She's still there, just bitter and pissed, but she's still there. I have to find her.

Harry hasn't spoken to me or anyone. I wouldn't know if he was anyways, but from what I know, he's still no where to be found.

I don't know how I'd react to having the girl I love so much saying those awful things in a magazine.

It isn't Ivy's fault that Kyler released their conversation, but hopefully she'll be more careful now.

She's famous. She hasn't done anything to become famous, really. Just a song on YouTube and being One Direction's friend and going to rehab, but she is indeed famous.

We get mobbed or papped and she ignores them. They always say stuff about Harry and she sometimes acts interested, but then sighs and puts her head down and keeps on walking.

It isn't easy helping her. She insults me and never speaks about things of mere importance. I guess it'll be worth it.

I feel bad, using her for just getting Harry back, but can you blame me? He's my friend and he's just gone because of some stupid girl.

But that's not true, in fact, she's not entirely stupid, more or less she's mentally incapable of being normal.

But I've grown close to her and that's what matters. She's my friend and its become more of just getting Harry back now.

I've warned them. I told Ashton about her and he doesn't seem to get it. He talked to Harry when they were together and was disgusted because of her age, but he is fine with her living there. Luke doesn't care much, he's heard a little about her, but he doesn't care about how mental she is. He knows a few people who are bipolar and stuff like that, and that's good, in ways, for Ivy. Michael doesn't care either. as long as she doesn't ask him to buy her tampons. Calum seems excited. He saw her video online and wants to write with her. It may not have been her song, but he feels she has "thoughts of life in ways no one has before."

And he's right, she does have unique, crazy thoughts that are practically unspeakable.

When I talked to Ivy's mother, she seemed skeptical of letting her 14 year old daughter, that's straight out of rehab, move into a house with 5 guys that are all at least 4 years older than her. But she caved after I told her how I can get the old Ivy back.