too young for this { harry styles }

Chapter 18.

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The thing about rich people is that they're rich. Well, that statement is obviously an understatement because rich people are much more than just rich people.

That's like calling a girl just a girl and a boy just a boy, or calling a poor person just poor or an average person just average.

Us humans make everyone sound a lot less amazing than we are.

Everyone alive today have survived through life and made it through life, even with the obstacles and people that made it hard to live.

I guess humans don't give eachother enough credit. Maybe there isn't even credit to be given, though.

Life isn't too hard if you think about it. We need air to breath and food to eat and a bed to sleep in and feet to walk on to get exercise. But that's all we really need.

We all want money and a good paying job, but it doesn't mean anything. You'll eventually get fired or quit that job for another job or stop entirely because you've retired.Some people are in love with being in love, and that's the only thing they want from life, but love isn't all too great. Since we're humans, we'll never know if one loves us back because we don't have the ability to read ones mind. Of course we have empathy, but that only goes so far. If one thinks that one is in love as they are with them, that's just pathetic.

Because we don't know and we won't know.

We don't know if we're going to be loved back. We don't know how we are going to die. We don't know if that number the bank tells you is really how much money you have until you count it all yourself. The only thing we really can trust is ourselves, and to even trust that is a gift.

When we're all dead and no one is here to remember anything, it'll all have been for nothing.

You got that degree for nothing or that child you had didn't get to even say its first word, so it wasn't even worth all of the hard labor.

The real question about this earth is what keeps us all going.

Because love will make people destroy themselves and hate will make people destroy eachother.

The most powerful thing in this world isn't love or hate or fear or sadness;

it's trust.

We have to trust love to not destroy us and we have to trust hate not to make us destroy everything else.

The most powerful things are often the things we have no control over. We can't control who we are in love with and we can't control who we hate. It just is the way it is and there is no need for explanation.

You can explain how you feel towards someone, but you can't explain why you are that way.

Sure, you can tell someone that you're in love with them because they're perfect and beautiful to you, but that isn't explaining it.

Nobody will ever know exactly why you love that person or why that person is your best friend. The only one who will ever have a possibility of knowing why is you.

And sometimes you don't even know why, you just trust your gut feeling, and let it be because things are the way they are

and that's how it is.

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Five Seconds Of Summer are boys and boys are weird. They smell funny and make weird noises and mastrubate too much.

They don't like me much and I don't like them much, so I guess you'd say that the emotions in this huge mansion are a bit mental. It's not as bad as the rehabilitation center, though.