The Wall We Built

Chapter 27

We have been here for a week... Oliver is acting weird again. He won't tell me what's wrong he keeps pushing me away. What have I done to make him hate me.

It is about ten o'clock and we are all sitting around the fire. I am so done with him ignoring me like this... I can't deal with it anymore. I stood up and I turned and walked out toward the trees.

"Lydia wait... Where are you going?!?!" Angel called after me.

I know I was being dramatic but I need to cool down before I yell at oliver in front of everyone.

Behind me I herd Oliver speak. "No angel I'll go get her." I herd him jump off the porch and I started into a full sprint. "LYDIA!!!! WAIT! WHERE ARE YOU GOING!!" I herd him pick up to a sprint after me.

I wouldn't stop running... I was way winded but I didn't stop... Finally when I got really far into the trees I stopped. My back was against the tree and I slid down the tree falling to the ground. I his my face in my knees and I do t know why but tears burst out of my eyes.

Oliver slid and stopped in front of me. "Lydia what's wrong?" He seemed to have said that in a slightly annoyed tone.
"What have I done... We were perfectly fine a few days ago... What have I done to make you hate me." My voice was shaky because I was still bawling my eyes out.

I slowly stood up... Oliver stood up with me. He is taller than me so he was looking down on me when he spoke. "Lydia I don't hate you... I could never hate you. I don't know why you think so."

"You only say that so we can forget this and we can go back to camp. I'm done Oliver... You keep pushing me away." I got out from next to the tree... Out from in front of him and started walking back to the cabin.

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Oliver pov.

I stood there staring at her... Why would she think I hate her. There's just so much that I can't tell her. But if only I could... But I can't get to close when ever I get to close some type of demon, monster, anything comes along and takes them from me.

"Lydia wait." I noticed that before I said that she was already walking back my way.

She stopped in front of me and kissed me... I messed up. I hesitated i just stood there for what seemed like forever before I kissed her back.

She looked at me for a second and then took off back for the house. I don't know why but I didn't go after her.

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Lydia pov.

Again... Blown off... Pushed away. Why does he just lead me on like this. Why didn't he just end it... What did I do... If he wakes me up again in the middle of the night I'm going to be pissed.

When I got back to the house all I said was... "I'm not making breakfast tomorrow."

I went in the house, changed my cloths, and then went to bed.

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It was about three in the morning.... I woke up and I couldn't fall back asleep. I laid there for about a half an hour before I got up and went down stairs.

Oliver was sitting out on the porch next to the fire pit that had a low red glow. He saw me... We made eye contact and he waved at me but I walked back up stairs.

I laid back in bed for about thirty minutes when I herd someone lightly open the door and say my name. It was Oliver... I closed my eyes and pretend to be asleep. He saw that I was"asleep" and quietly left the room.
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No one bothered to wake me... It was about ten o'clock. I hope they made breakfast... They have been dependant on me to make it every morning.

I got out of bed and slowly made my way down stairs. Max and Angel were sitting at the island drinking coffee and I didn't see Oliver anywhere.

"Where's Oliver?" I asked with a yawn.
"He is down by the lake." Angel replied. "You gonna go down there?"

"No." I wanted to go down and talk to him about last night... Clear things up with him... Tell him I'm sorry about kissing him and running away.

I poured a cup of coffee and walked out to the porch. I sat down and looked for Oliver and tried to not make it look obvious.

Angel sat down next to me... She startled me.

"Hey." She said with a sympathetic tone.
"Hi." I replied trying to sound happy.
"Are you okay?" She asked me.

I hate when people ask me I'm okay... I feel like I should yell out to the world and tell them that no matter if I'm okay or not I'm going to tell them I'm fine.

"I'm okay... Why do you ask?" Ha that was a stupid question... I randomly took off into the trees last night.
"Well you did take off into the trees last night without a warning."

I shrugged it off and just continued looking out at the lake looking for Oliver. Finally I saw him come out of the trees and I made my way to him so I could apologize for what happened last night.