HIM

CHAPTER 18

    I stared at him.. I didn't want to believe him. But everything makes  sense now. She said she passes on my house while she on her way home and of course she saw Harry with me the first day, she wasn't with Harry most of the party, she was with her friends. When she was busy packing their things for travelling, she asked him to come and give me my jacket. I am such a dumb. I am pathetic. I blushed because I am embarrassed as hell.
     I looked downwards and didn't know what to say or do. I just walked towards the door and started crying. I am so dumb, of course he will leave me and say that I am such a freak stupid girl. I am a moron.
    I was looking downwards while walking slowly when I suddenly hit a hard thing, I looked up, it was Harry standing in front of me blocking my way, I hit his chest.
   "I am so sorry, I am such a loser, I am a dumb, of course she is.. I just .. I just couldn't see it.." I said while crying
   I was surprised when he hugged me very deeply and it felt great.. I hid my head into his neck.. he was taller than me by several inches that I had to stand on my toes to hug him back.
   "Shshshsh.. Don't cry, it's not your fault and you are not a loser or a moron and that shit."
    " No I am.. I changed with you and shouted at you though I am the guilty one not you."
   "No.. no one is guilty here, it was a misunderstanding and it can happen with anyone... please don't cry darling, I can't see you crying.. It's tearing me to shreds"
    "Why are you doing all that?? I am the school freaky girl who studies all the time and I am not even pretty, You have just met me yesterday"
    He pushed me gently so I'll be facing him.. he looked to me in the eyes and said.. " Never ever say that again okay.. You aren't a freaky girl and it's not a bad thing to study alm the time and you are pretty as fuck.. And I do all that because I like you very damn much."
    I blushed, I didn't even think that he would it to me face to face and that fast.. we have just met yesterday.
   "But we have just met yesterday and you don't know anything about me"
  "That's the trick, that's the thing that made me feel that you are like magic.. the way you just started at me when you first saw me, the way you stumble while talking, the way you blush from the tiniest gesture of caring I show to you, the way you feel shy whenever I am around you. That made me feel like you are just very kind hearted and caring and pretty and clever and and and .. you are perfect Sophy.. you are literally perfect. I know you may be a little bit scared because it was so fast and we had just met yesterday but this is the truth and I couldn't keep it more than that."
    I just looked at him in the eyes and my eyes were filled with tears, he wiped away a tear with his soft hands. I shivered out of that gentle gesture. Did he really like me that much, no one had ever noticed these things about me, he just concentrated about very tiny details that me myself didn't know about.
     I hugged him agian and I didn't want to leave his hug, it is like a safe haven that I can go to anytime to escape from reality and all my life problems... even when I am the guilty one he is reassuring me that I am pretty and that I am perfect, he is the perfect one not me, he is caring and gentle and handsome.
      My phone rang which cut off that spectacular moment, which may not happen again.
    "Sorry, I should have made it on the silent mode"
    "No don't apologize, who is that?"
  I got out the phone from my back pocket and saw that mum was the caller.. oh mum I just forgot about her at all. She must need me to help her with something.
    "It's mum.. sorry I have to go.. she is so sick and I told her to call me if she needs anything.. see you later."
He hugged me one last time and then he said.. "Thank you.."
"For what??"
"For being you."
  I didn't know what to say.. he is so sweet. I blushed and waved to him.
He didn't move from his spot except when I closed the door. I went to mum to see her and know what she wants. I entered her room and saw a furious look on her face.
    "What the heck was that Sophia?" she started shouting.
   "What mum?"
   "What the hell were you doing with that guy in front of my house?"
Oh ... I knew that it won't end well... I'm dead.. fucking dead.